SAFE AND SOUND, k. sugawara ✓

ɪ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.

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It was addicting.

Consuming those pills is addicting.

Sleeping is addicting.

Seeing Koushi is addicting.

You just can't get enough of meeting him over and over again as all those times that you spend with the beautiful boy that it became too unhealthy for you.

The fluttery feeling that only he could give, and the overwhelming joy you experience whenever you're with him were so intoxicating.

Right now, your mind were set on the point that you couldn't bear nor even imagine living by yourself without him and his soothing comfort.

His presence got you so high, to the point that you can't get your self down no more. You already depended on the pills and to him.

Something that were too much is wrong and yet, you couldn't help yourself on doing what feels right to you, despite knowing that it's not detrimentally good anymore.

Swallowing more than just a daily dose of those red pellets were almost much more important than the food your body need to consume, as if you couldn't live without it.

It became a part of your necessity like the air you breath, unable to live and function normally without it, that it's absence would kill you.

What you were doing is really not a good habit, you know that, but you just couldn't stop yourself from longing for drinking sleeping pills more than enough of the proper prescription in order to see him.

Back right at the present time, an adult H/C headed female dressed in a casual clothes stride to the last room down the hall of the first storey of their house, a ring of keys in her hold.

Separating one from the rest on the bind, she insert it on the keyhole and twist it open, hearing a satisfying, sharp 'click' sound thereafter.

Opening the door, the same somber dark bedroom welcomed her sight. In the center of the rumpled bed, there she found a familiar body snoozing soundly, causing her eyebrows to furrow.

"Y/N!!!" she shout out loud, reaching for the switch on the wall and flick the lights open. The sudden brightness made you stir, slowly sitting up whilst still half asleep. "Goddamn--- WAKE UP!!!"

"Mom...?" you mumbled, voice raspy. "I-I already did my assigned house chores t-this morning..."

"That's not what I came here for!" she sighed in irritation. "Are you planning to starve yourself to death or what? You haven't eaten anything since last night! And it's already 12 noon!"

Eyes scrutinizingly narrowed, she pointed her index finger on you. "If I didn't see you out of that bed and present in the dining room under five minutes, I'm going to throw all your clothes outside the snow."

With that, she leave you alone again, slammingng the door close. Though her threat was supposed to be meant as somewhat kind of playful, you ended up taking it seriously.

In instance, you tidy up your bed and hurry inside the bathroom to freshen yourself, though the strong feeling of sleepiness didn't diminish even the slightest.

You head towards the dining room, finding that your mother's almost done cooking lunch on the stove, while your father were having his hot mug of coffee on the dining table, a latest issue of newspaper in hand.