I couldn't believe it. I was seeing the woman who I've been waiting to punch in the face my whole life for leaving me, but now I just wanted to hug her and cry.
"Mommy," I cried as I ran to her, but she jerked away.
"Bri Bri," my mother stated, "I love you, I do, but I'm not your mother anymore. I have no right to be your mother."
"No. You are my mother and you will always be. Don't think like that. You left for a good reason."
"And what good reason was that?"
Why was my mother doing this? Why couldn't my mother let me hug her? For god sakes, I haven't seen her in forever. Couldn't we just put the past away for now?
"You said because you couldn't stand Dad anymore, and I agree with your decision now, I understand! Me and you can be a family again. Mommy your all I have left," I sobbed.
"No," she said forcibly,"Please forget that you saw me. Just go and live your life."
"No mom, I don't have a life anymore. I don't have a home, I don't have money, I don't have anything."
"What! Your father promised to take care of you no matter what!"
"He has," I whispered, "He's dead now and I will be dead soon too so can you please just be with me until I die. Then you can go back to doing whatever you used to do."
"You-you're going to die? Is it your cancer," she barely even said that last word.
"Yes."
"No Bri Bri. Go and find a place to stay. Please just please."
"NO! Stop. I haven't seen you for so long, why are you doing this, why? You. Left. ME! You have no right to tell me to leave. So just-"
"I LEFT BECAUSE YOU HAD CANCER. I AM ASHAMED OF WHAT I DID AND NOW SEEING YOU AGIAN BRINGS UP ALL MY ACTIONS WHICH I JUST CAN'T HANDLE!"
As I stood there, she picked up her stuff and walked away. I fell to the ground while tears came out of my eyes and bile came out of my mouth. Then everything tilted, and I was now laying down. I sobbed as pain burned all throughout my body. Then I heard someone running towards me.
"BRIELLE!" The person screamed as they came up to me.
"Sean," I barely even whispered.
"Yes, it's me and your going to be okay," he said as he started to pick me up.
I smiled as I felt the warmth of his arms, then everything went black.
I woke up on Sean's bed. With a killer headache. I tried to lift my self up, but my arms felt like jelly.
"Hey," a soft voice said, "Are you feeling better?"
"No," I groaned as my stomach flipped.
Sean came over to me and sat right beside me.
"What happened?" He nosily asked.
"I was at a club, I think, and this guy asked me to-" I groaned as more puke came out of my system.
Sean felt my forehead and frowned.
"You definitely have a fever. Did you dance with anybody last night?"
"I don't know," I said, frustrated.
"Did you kiss anyone last night," he frowned at the word kissed.
"I. Don't. KNOW! Gosh!"
"Okay, okay, wait," he said and lifted up my shirt to start pressing on my stomach.
"What the fuck are you doing!"
"Checking to see if you were drugged."
"Um... WHAT THE HELL?!"
He pressed on a part of my stomach which made me gag.
"Shit, I think you were. Shit! What the hell were you doing! Shit, shit, shit! You need to get it out of your system, like now!"
"I think I have," I stated motioning to the unclean puke on the floor.
"If you had, you wouldn't feel sick. You might need your stomach pumped. FUCK! That's not gonna help with your cancer."
Tears sprung to my eyes as I remembered the words my mother said after she left me for the second time.
"Are you in pain?!" Sean asked worriedly.
"No," I said as I wiped my eyes.
"I'm going to take you in again."
"No, no please I already told you I hate it there."
"Do you want to feel like this for a hour or three days."
He lifted me up and buckled me in his car.
I retched a couple times in his car which made him flinch, but he never yelled, he just comforted me.
When we got there, many people were yelling and it was insane. I saw a young couple crying in a corner and a mother and a child huddled next to each other smiling. But what I saw next, I couldn't handle. Medics rushed in and were yelling to move. They were pushing a body bed, and laying down was a women, attached to a heart monitor which was indicating her heart stopped. I peered over to see the face, and then gasped and fell over while tears came and came. Medics surrounded around me and I heard Sean's yelling voice, but all I could think about was the dead body I saw. The dead body that belonged to my mother.
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A/N: OH LAWRD JESUS!!!! I LOVE YALL SO MUCH I COULD CRY (which I have)!!!! I HAVE FUCKING 633 READS!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Btw I tried to make this chap longer than usual to thank all my lovely readers!!!! OH YEAH I made a new cover which is displayed as the pic above the story!!! Like it??? I'll post soon!!
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-Ronnie
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No More Days
Romance"I will love you, even when I have no more days." Brielle has metastatic brain cancer and is told that she has few days left. She was ready for this until she met Sean. Now she wants to live, but that's a little hard if death is knocking at you door.