The Man Above The Boy Within

Suicide Note

I have a note
It's written in black and blue
Its written in the night and in discrete
Sufficient breaths nothing left

A little bit of red and hue
It has my tears and secrets
They hold my words true
When I see them through

I have a note
Lying down in the charred ground
After meeting with triumph and disaster
I have a promise to keep
All the miles I have to go before I sleep

On the darkest evening of the year
Alone with no life and without a cause
Alone without a chance nor hope
Disappearing into the setting sun

After my hand had painted the moon
My perfect muse
My perfect mood
Taking the pen in my hand
Setting the paper in the sand

I have a note
I've written out all there is to say
And hope I never feel this way
I'll walk over to the table
Where my body will be stable

And wondering if I'm ready for this final battle
Reaching into my pocket where I'd hide this note
Watching the last moments of my life
Releasing all the pain within

Watching as my soul float up into the sky
Knowing that I had to die
Seeing my room as my tomb

I have a note
Describing my soul commit suicide
Watching the boy within become vague
On the chance I may find solace
A better resplendent

This is the night that never lied
This is the heart that never laid
This is the head that never rested
And this is the only note that is left
Not a lovers note
Not a beautiful poem
A tribute to my dead soul.

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