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(a/n- sorry if there's any mistakes. it's 12:20am and I'm rushing)

ELIZABETH

The night was going perfect. Everything was going perfect, until I saw him.
He ruined my life. He ruined my (suppose to be amazing) four years of high school. He ruined my self image. He ruined everything.
I clenched to Niall harder then I thought when he let go of the kiss.
"Babe, stop thinking and kiss me," Niall slurred.
"Niall, I need to get out of here." I started running towards the door, but someone stopped me.
"What's going on? Why do you have to leave?" a voice slurred.
"Niall, I have to go." I turned around and saw Luke, "L-L-Luke, I-I-I have to go."
"No, Elizabeth. Let me talk," he grabbed my arm. "Please let me talk to you."
I slowly agreed as we walked out of house towards the pool.
"Luke, I really should get back to Niall," I stated rather bluntly.
"No, stay," he walked closer to me and grabbed my waist.
"Please, stop," I pushed him away and walked in the other direction.
"Elizabeth, I really want to talk to you, I know you hate me and my friends, but I really want to tell you why I did all the things I did," Luke caught up to me.
"Luke! You fucking raped me! You abused me for four years, you beat my fucking boyfriend, and you've done so much other shit to me, I cut and cried myself to sleep every night! Do you fucking think I'm gonna let you talk to me? Fuck! I shouldn't have come out here in the first place! " I screamed at the top of my lungs.
People came running out to see the commotion.
Luke came forward to me and shoved his lips onto mine. The taste of beer and vodka covers my lips.
I quickly pushed Luke away and stared at him in disgust.
"What the fuck was that you bitch!" I screamed at him.
I ran away from him and pushed through the crowd to get to the house door.
"Elizabeth!" I heard an angry voice coming towards me. "What the fuck was that?!"
I turned to meet an angry Niall.
"Niall, let me explain, please let me explain."
"There's nothing you need to explain! We had a fucking amazing New Years kiss and then you go and get on w-w-with Luke!" Niall screamed. "We're done!"
Tears threatened to spill from my eyes. He actually believed that I would do that. He actually believed that I would go to the guy who raped me and the guy who has bullied me for years.
He actually ended us because of his drunk thoughts. If Niall would have let me explain my side he would have understood, but no, he's listening to his mind and every else that's here except me.
I glanced at him and ran out the door with tears spilling from my eyes; I took off my heels and started running in the direction of the lake.
I didn't care where I was running, I needed to run away from Luke. I needed to run away from this house. I needed to run away from Robert. I needed to get away from here.
I ran until I got to my aunts' lake house, and I went to the lake and just sat there.
I sat there staring at the lake and how the moon reflected on it. I sat there and stared into the night. I looked at my phone and saw missed calls from my mom and Jaden.
I decided to call Jaden back just so they don't panic.
"Hello?" her sleepy voice picked up.
"Oh, fuck you were asleep. I'm sorry," I quickly apologized after I saw what time it was.
"Oh, your okay. what's up?" she sounded really chill considering I was calling her at one in the morning.
"I don't know. I'm just sitting at the lake and I'm just sad and I don't know and I feel numb," tears were spilling out of my eyes and I was rambling, but I didn't really care.
"Oh, shit. Okay, well mom's coming right now. I'll text you when she leaves my room," she quickly hung up the phone.
I sat there and stared out at the water.
"Hey kiddo," I heard a male voice call.
"What the fuck,"I jumped at the sudden voice and turned around. "Oh, hey Uncle Jason," I stood up, gave him a hug, and sat back down.
"Are you okay?" He sat down next to me, "you seem down or at least very upset, considering your mascara is smeared and it's New Years and your all dressed up."
"Oh, it's just boyfri- oh well, boy problems," I wiped my eyes and stared out at the clear blue lake.
"Ya know? I use to do this when I was your age. I would come out here when I was having any problems or I just needed to think. I would come in this exact spot and just think about everything."
"I didn't do anything though," I hugged my knees to my chest not caring that I was in a dress. "I went to the backyard with this guy who I know and he started getting on me, so then I yelled at him and everyone crowded around us and he kissed me then rumors spread. Niall found out and started yelling at me, and then he said we were done and I ran here," I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"Oh. The funny thing is that exact thing happened to me when I was a senior in high school. Guess who it was with?"
"Who?" I wiped my nose with the sleeve of my cardigan.
"Aunt Diana, she was my high school sweetheart, I loved her so much and then she got drunk and the exact thing happened to me as it did to you," he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and I laid my head on his shoulder.
"So someone kissed you and she found out but didn't let you explain?"
"Exactly kiddo," he kissed the top of my head.
"I need him in my life. What did you do after she said you were two were done?"
"I just waited for her to come get me, but I would go get him if I were you. He seems like a ladies man."
"He's not though, he's not a ladies man he only cares about certain girls in his life. I'm one of them," tears started flowing again and I was sounding very selfish.
"Well then wait on him, kiddo, it's your choice. I'm here for moral support."
"Thanks Uncle Jason," I kissed his cheek and stared at the water again.

"Oh, and I know about all the stuff Robert and that Luke kid has done to you."

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a/n- omg im so sorry. my chapter got deleted and I forgot what I wrote and it was longer than this and I didn't update at all this week which completely sucked for me too and yeah! hope y'all enjoyed. sorry it's short.((((:

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