The Assignment (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Chapter 32

After you fell asleep in Vicruls bed, he tucked you in and turned off the lights. Of course he didn't dare lay beside you. He knew he'd get killed if he did. Instead he went back to your room and packed up your bags for the next morning, he knew you wouldn't want to stay much longer especially after last night. Then, he ordered cleaning ladies to come clean up Ushar's body, he knew they'd have an especially exciting day when they discovered the body.

As Vicrul packs your bags he goes over last night. The dinner, Ushar wanting get a drink at the bar then him finding you tied up in your bed.

Vicrul blames himself for last night. He should've been at the suite but Ushar told him that they should go to the bar, but of course Ushar never showed up at the bar. It wasn't until he felt you screaming in pain that he knew something was wrong.

Vicrul ran up to the suite and he heard you scream. He knew what Ushar was trying to do when he saw you tied up on the bed with tears in your eyes.

Vicruls biggest worry is what Ren will say. He'll surely be mad but at who? Ushar? Vicrul?

Vicrul steps into his room to find you sitting up in bed confused, your still dressed in your clothes from last night.

"Are you okay?" Vicrul asks you but you stay silent. You don't feel in the mood to talk about last night.

In complete silence you get up off Vicrul's bed and go to your room.

You gasp at the sight of Ushar's lifeless body on the ground. The sight of Ushar's body brings back the memory of what he had done the night before and the tears started to build in your eyes, then fell down your face.

You're sobbing uncontrollably when Vicrul rushes to see why you're crying. He pulls you into an embrace and tries to comfort you.

"Everything's okay. He can't hurt you anymore." Vicrul's words do little to help you but at least he's trying.

After a moment you pull out of his embrace and grab your pre-packed bag that sits on your bed.

All you want is to get out of this hotel and be back home with Kylo.

"Can we go?" You finally speak up, your voice is quiet and you keep your head down so you don't make eye contact with Vicrul.

"Of course." Vicrul says to you as he grabs his bags. All you want to do at this moment is go back to Kylo.

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The ship ride is completely silent. You stand at the back of the ship to avoid everyone. The only time someone spoke was when Leo asked you what was bothering you but you pushed him away. When Leo kept pushing to see what was wrong Vicrul told him to go away.

A part of you didn't want to go back to base. You knew you would be bombarded with questions about what happened to Ushar and you really didn't want to have to explain.

You feel the ship jolt and you know you've arrived back on base.

The ramp slowly lowers and everyone files out. The prisoners first, then Leo, after him goes Vicrul and lastly you. You walk down as fast as you can while keeping your head down. You try to not draw attention to yourself.

You walk all the way down to your quarters and as soon as you step inside you shut the door. You run into your room and sit on the edge of your bed.

You hear the door to your room open and you see large black boots approach you. It's Kylo.

"Hey. I missed you." His deep voice greets you and you break out into sobs. You stand up off your bed and push yourself into his embrace.

He feels warm and comforting. He is your home. Your happy place. The safe haven you've been looking for.

"Hey, It's okay. You were only gone for a week." He has no idea why your crying. He strokes a hand on your back as he holds you.

You can't stop crying and you know it won't stop anytime soon. You silently cry into Kylo's chest, trying to will him to understand your pain but you know you can't.

"What's wrong?" He asks, sounding concerned.

You lift your head off his chest and stare into his eyes. You want to tell him but you can't. You open your mouth but quickly shut it again.

"Darling, what's the matter?" He asks you sounding more concerned.

You don't know how to tell him what happened so you show him. You reach your hands on either side of his head and you let the imagines of what Ushar did that night come into the front of your mind.

After you replay it you pull your hands away. A single tear falls down Kylo's face and he pulls you into him. This time tighter. It's an apology for something he didn't even do but for some reason he feels responsible.

"I'm okay." Your voice is soft and you sound small. You look into his eyes and they are full of compassion. For you. He feels responsible.

"It's not your fault." Your down dry eyes start to fill with tears again.

"I'm so sorry. Darling, I shouldn't have let him go. If I had known..." More tears flow down his face.

"But you didn't. He's dead now so you don't need to worry." You cut him off.

"Dead?" He asks confused and you realize you didn't show him the full memory.

"Yes." You simply say. He opens his mouth to say something but you beat him to it "Don't" You really don't want to talk about what happened. All you want is to go to bed and forget Ushar.

"Please. I don't want to talk about it." He nods in response and you pull yourself tighter into his embrace

After Kylo makes sure you're okay, you ask him to leave and you get ready for bed. As you brush your teeth you look into the mirror and see a faint hand mark from when Ushar had choked you had been left on your skin.

You put your hand up the mark Ushar had left on your neck and you close your eyes. The memory comes flooding in, making a single tear fall from your face. The imagines from that night continuously flash in your mind, never letting you forget them.

You see him grabbing you and throwing you on the bed.

You feel his slap to your face and hear his voice screaming at you.

You feel the weight of his body on yours, pinning you down.

Then finally, you see Vicrul with your saber as he stabs Ushar in the heart.

You shake of the imagine of what happened and climb into bed. You closed your eyes trying to forget about Ushar but you have a feeling what happened the night before will haunt you forever.

(A/N: Sorry for the dramatic/sad chapter! I promise things will get better!!!)