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*Luke's POV*
This was our last night standing in France before catching a plane home.
I stepped out of the shower with Han again. It still made me feel incredibly anxious to do so, as he could see my entire body, the one I didn't felt confortable with, and all I wanted to do was get dried and dressed a soon as possible.
I put on my underwear and pants first. I don't really have a problem with my legs, they are long and smooth as I shave them frequently. I don't have a problem with them.
But looking in the mirror, I could see the real problems, what I really hated.
-Oh baby... are you judging yourself in the mirror again? - Han unfortunately caught up to what I was doing, wich wasn't hard to figure out by how my eyes had teared up and my face only showed disappointment.
I didn't answer. I didn't needed to. He seemed to have an idea and his arms surrounded me, making me look into the mirror.
-Kid, do you trust me? - I nooded instantly. Of course I trusted Han. - Look right into the mirror. No, not at me, at you.
I forced myself to lock eyes with my reflection, not standing my own gaze for more a than some seconds.
-Look at yourself, your whole body. Tell me exactly what you don't like about it.
I was just about to question him, but he seemed to know what he was doing. I signed and looked around.
-I hate how small and fragile my arms look. I hate the scars all over my chest and belly, my upper arms and under the band aids. I hate how thin and fragile I look close to you. I hate how ever since I started to eat more my stomach was no longer completely flat. I hate the scars in my back, that remind me of such dark times. - I told him all of my conclusions and he listened attentively.
-Now, tell me what you like about your body. All details, don't let a single one slip. - His voice was velvety against my ear, his breath tickled my neck.
-I... I like my legs, how long, soft and slender they are. I like my hand, how they don't look childish. I like my hair and my eyes and I like how loft my lips always are. I like the purple marks you leave on my neck and chest, I never thought anyone would ever give them to me. - I chuckled saying this last phrase and he smiled warmly, prompting me to go on. - I... I like how my skin isn't full of pimples and blackheads, how clear it is.
I stopped, showing I had nothing more to say. He gently moved my head lo I was looking at my face again and, for my surprise, I was smiling.
-Your body is only as bad as you consider it. Even you, who's always so reluctant to feel good about it, are smiling over the things you find positive.- He said, making me blush, but the smile never left. - Now, can I ask you to do something for me?
-Okay...
-Look at yourself in the eyes again and repeat after me, ok?
I nooded, not sure where this was heading. Yet, I looked at myself in the mirror again.
-"I am beautiful."
-Han...
-Please, for me prince.
-... I am beautiful.
It did felt like it moved something in me, like I, for once. believed those words.
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