Impossible love

Camping time

Abena's Pov

The Rejoice monthly camping was here! Queen made me swear on my life that I will go.

I stood in my room, wondering what to pack when Ryan entered. I ignored him. That was what I've been doing for the past few weeks.

" Take care....... of yourself" he said. I refused to look at him. He sighed and left. Why did he care?.

I didn't know when the tears started coming. What did I ever do to him. He was my  brother and it hurts. Queen entered and rushed over to me.

" Rachy,are you okay?"
" Ryan...."
" Calm down baby,forget about him"

After a few minutes of soothing  words and Queen finally packing for me, we left for school.

Fred dropped us and we walked to the building. Terry ,Drake and Sedrick were standing in front of the class. Where was Zayn any way..

" Hey beauties" Drake said and we both gave him a cheery smile. We had become quite close. Drake's girlfriend Wendy hooked her arm around his and smiled at me. She was a pretty girl though.

Sedrick and his girlfriend, Freda were busily making out to even notice us,he only gave me a thumbs up.

I guess I was the single one there.

Zayn appeared out of no where and gave me one of his dimpled smile. I smiled back.

" Shall we?"
" We shall" I replied and we moved to the car.

Most of the students were taking the bus but Zayn wanted us to go in his car.i mean the many Russell cars. 

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Queen and I stood by our tent, wondering how to put it up. This was so embarrassing. Almost everyone was done with theirs.

" Can I help?" Xander,I boy from my history class suggested. I smiled at him and he blushed. He was cute though. He had stormy gray eyes and a dirt blonde. He was pretty muscled but not as much as Sedrick,Drake and Zayn.

He became my friend on one of my visits to the library. He was always there. He loved reading just like I do and we hit it off. Zayn didn't really like him though.

" Yes" we both answered.

In less than ten minutes the tent was done.

" Thank you so much Xander" I said and he blushed.

" Can we go for a walk?" He asked. I looked at Queen for confirmation. She nodded nervously.

She was one of  the many people who claimed Zayn and I were meant to be. I wanted that to but hey! He was a player.

We began our walk, the forest was beautiful.

" So are you and Zayn like a thing?" He asked.

" No,just friends" I answered.

" Becareful of him,he can hurt you, he isnt someone you give your heart too"

I smiled at him. He stopped and turned to face me.
" I mean it, Zayn ...... cannot be trusted..he only wants you in his bed that's all."  He said. He had on a pained expression.

" What did he do to you?" I asked and he held my hand.

" He broke my sister's hurt,so she had to move to a different city,she became traumatised." I flinched. What the hell!.

" I'm....sorry" I replied,not knowing what to say..

He pulled me in for a hug. It was ....normal.

When Zayn hugged me,my heart felt like some jig saw puzzle..I felt a different kind of feeling as compared to Xander's hug. His was normal..

" I know you love Zayn but do your best to forget,he will never love you"

I raised my head.
" You think I won't see,your eyes lit up anytime you see him,you stare at him foolishly at the cafeteria ,you tense up when he touches you and I could see you fantasizing about him.....Do you think he feels the same way about you. No. If Zayn really loves you,he would stop sleeping with girls who sit on his desk every day.."

That was true. I was being fooled..I mean why would Zayn love me. I'm not of his kind,he hardly knows me and I'm not that beautiful.

I left Xander and  began my walk back to the camp. Tears were flowing furiously..

Zayn can never love someone like me, after all he deserves model shapes like Inez and not chubby brown skin girls like me. Then I stopped.

" What if he does but didn't want to show it" I replied myself .

I got my answer right  there. Loud and clear.

Zayn was sitting on a log making out with Inez. I thought they broke up. The tears I held back were pouring out.

I stormed to the tent.

" No Zayn does not love you"

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