When I Needed You The Most ~ Larry Stylinson MPREG

Chapter 21

2 MONTHS LATER

its been 2 months since louis moved his hand and jay and anne have noticed the he moves a bit more and reacts to when the kids there are more but little do they know that harry goes to see louis when he knows that jay and anne are not there and by now he knows their nightly routine and harry just walks into louis room

"hey doll you are looking better" harry says "donald says that i am doing really good and he sees an improvement and can tell i have been really working on myself, you know i told him about when we first met you remember that day, i was so nervous to knock on your door but i swear when i first saw you i thought you were an angel you were so beautiful and you asked to poke my dimple" harry says as he lifts louis hand and gets louis finger and puts it in his dimple" and you smiled so bright i thought it was the sun you are so mesmerizing but louis i swear if i get you back i am never ever going to let you go we have been thru so much and these past months i have realized i miss you so much how your smile, your laugh your voice how you sing to me when i cant sleep and run your hands thru my hair, i miss you you rolling your eyes at me and calling me stupid how you have tested every bit of patience how you only understand me i miss how you love me how good you are to me how i will always feel like i dont deserve you but you are mine you will always be mine and i forever will be yours" harry says crying "i need to go before your mom catches me, i love you doll" harry says as he kisses louis cheek as he squeezes louis hand 3 times and louis squeezes it back "please come back to me, i have to go i will come back when i can shhh dont tell anyone" and louis squeezes harrys hand again as harry leaves and soon anne and jay come back as they start getting ready to fall asleep and the next day jay and anne wake up as they get up and go get breakfast as harry comes back into the room and sits down next to louis "i know i came last night but something told be you needed me today" harry says as he puts louis hand on his heart the same thing he has done every time he goes to visit and at the same time he puts his hand over louis heart" i can feel your heart getting stronger and stronger i always knew our hearts beat for each other, please lou we need you to come back to all of us but i need you the most these past months being without you i just feel so lost but being here next to you i feel like i can breath" harry says as he hears someone gasps as harry turns around

"HARRY" 'jay and anne say at the same time

"im sorry i couldnt help it i had to be here even if you didnt want me here im sorry" harry says crying "please just let me say goodbye"

"no leave right now how can you do this" jay says crying

"look he has been squeezing my hand 3 times and look feel his heart" harry says trying to convince jay to let him stay a few minutes more as jay puts her hand on louis heart

"it feels faint" jay says

"look" harry says as he puts louis hand over harrys heart and harry puts his hand over louis and jay puts her hand over both chest and jay gasps

"its been you, he has been coming back for you" jay says

"i think so, i have been talking to him and he has been reacting to my voice, please jay this is all i have you have the kids i have nothing" harry says crying "i lost everything my whole world my kids and louis just please i am begging you" harry cries out as he gets on his knees

"i have to talk to the doctor if he wakes up i dont know how he will react" jay says

"thank you jay its all i ask" harry says " i will go"

"just one question" jay says

"yeah anything" harry says

"what does it mean when he squeezes 3 times" jay asks