~ Acceptance And Love ~

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(TW: Mentions of suicide and self harm.)

(Eddie's P.O.V)

Me & Narrator are at the park, doing our normal flirty stuff. I was in Narrator's arms, cuddling close to him. But as everyone knows, nothing good can last forever.

An Entitled Mother walks up to us, cussing us out. Narrator stood up for himself and brought me to the side. While this played out, I got flashbacks to everything I've done. All the razors I've used on myself, just to feel something again. All the fights I've had with my parents. All of this made my face go pale.

But Narrator saw. Demanding to know how I was feeling. I tell him I'm sorry, bursting into tears.

"I'm so sorry I'm a fuck up.. no-one deserves to love me.. and I know that, since no-one came to save me when I tried to commit.."

He interrupts me, knowing what I was going to say.

"You what?! Eddie, do you tell yourself these things?! They aren't true! I wouldn't know what I'd do without you.."

I calm down slightly, wiping my tears. I've always struggled with my self image, but never told anyone about it.

But something about seeing Narrator so upset about it changed me. If I was gone, he'd surely blame himself. And I don't want that.

I place my hand on Narrator's leg, weakly smiling. I let him know his love saved me from my depression, and to not blame himself. I then rest my head on his shoulder.

Flipping the entitled mother off once she walked away.

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