Imitation • SaTzu [BOOK 2]

03

Nayeon's POV

I love Minatozaki Sana.

I always have and I always will.

Since the day I came across her, I knew I loved her.

Maybe it was the way her light, fluffy bangs shadowed her cute, cat eyes. Maybe it was the way her eyes were able to capture anyone who came insight with her. Maybe it was the way her unique eye smile was able to make my stomach bloom flowers. Or maybe it was just because she was Minatozaki Sana. 

That day, where I came to meet a small, squishy girl was the day I dedicated my life to make her mine.

But,

That night I took a role in which my love for her was forbidden, I became her older sister. How could I not? The poor baby was suffering all by herself with no one willing to help. She needed me, not the way I want her to need me but she needed me.

I pushed all my feelings back, locking them away securely.

"I'm Minatozaki Sana's older sister, nothing more"

That's what I once told myself.

The day Sana introduced me to a small Yoda liked girl named Tzuyu, was the day I realized I lost the battle before it even began.

She loves her.

That small, Yoda girl was able to catch the heart that was out of my reach with no effort.

How was she able to catch that heart so easily?

And I wasn't?

What's she got that I don't?

I can't feel nothing but happiness for her, nothing but joy because I had no right to take her. Not right to feel the pain.

Years passed and those feelings that I thought would fade, grew even more. Every day that I spent with Sana, fell for her more.

One dark night I was so close, so close to kiss her. She was sound asleep and those plump, pink lips were making me feel forbidden things. I hovered above her, hands positioned on the sides of her head making her trap. I admired her in silence, loving the way her hair flopped over her face. How her chest slowly raise up and down. How her skin looked so soft, softer than the pillow her head rested on. And how those lips of hers were challenging me.

I got closer, too close.

My eyes and mind were only on those lips.

Inch by inch my lips neared her.

But

I couldn't do it.

I'm her older sister.

After that night, I tried to control myself.

More days had passed and within those days Sana and Tzuyu's love grew even more than it already had.

I stand in the sideline, watching the love of my life grow inches farther from me, making her unreachable.

Tzuyu is what she needs and wants.

But

Tzuyu is far gone.

I can be selfish, I can finally take what I want. I can finally show my love for Sana. And I can finally fight for her.

I will make Minatozaki Sana fall for me.

I will call her mine.

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Sana's POV

"I love you so deeply Sana"

Those words flowed throughout my mind, showing no sign of leaving.

I wobbled around my bed.

How can Nayeon love me so much?

How could she?

She knows I love Tzuyu. She knows I need Tzuyu. And she know how happy I was with Tzuyu.

But

She still loves me.

I never showed her love the same way I did to Tzuyu. I have never thought of her as something else than my unnie. I have never thought about her feelings. But she's always been there for me.

She cared for me, either by those bubble bath she gave me or those endless times of story time. She never asked for more. She never asked for help.

I have never seen Nayeon sick before, she probably hid it from me to not to get me worry.

Feeling frustrated I yanked my hair and started flopping around like a fish out of the water on my bed.

I sighed and came to a stop.

Maybe..

Just maybe..

It be better if I just..

If I just try to fall in love with Nayeon.

Chewy is long gone,

But,

Nayeon is not.

It will make Nayeon happy and it's time to stop being selfish and think about the others feelings.

It's time to fall in love with Nayeon (A/N: Jeongie watch out! The snake will take the bunny away from you!)