Imitation • SaTzu [BOOK 2]

07

Tzuyu's POV

Five days..

Five days and still no sign of Jeongyeon.

No phone call. Not even a small text to assure that she's doing alright.

This past few days I felt nothing but guilt. Guilt for the way I treated her. Guilt for disappointing her and guilt for hurting Sana

I've been thinking of who the real Tzuyu is and where she could be hiding. [ A/N: Maybe in Dagobah? Just kidding just want to make you smile. : ) ]

Does the real Tzuyu makes her friends disappointed in her?

Does she hurt others?

Is she more happier then me?

Does she have someone to hold and love?

Does Sana make her feel like this?

"Fuck" i yanked my pillow and covered my face, stressed out and beyond confused on how i'm suppose to feel.

Why can't I stop thinking about you, Sana?

Why the fuck did I kiss that girl?

All of this wouldn't have happen if I didn't kiss that bitch. The kiss wasn't even good, the girl doesn't even know how to kiss.

I feel like someone is stabbing me right now.

I don't know why but ever since I came across the orange headed girl, I've been feeling weird things.

Feelings that aren't mine.

Feelings that are consuming me.

Feelings that are craving for touches, touches from no other than Minatozaki Sana.

Why does it feels like someone is trying to tell me something?

I let out a sigh, removing the soft pillow off my face.

I reached for my phone to take a glimpse of the time but during the process something caught my eye. The stuff Yoda I was given when I was just six. My hands quickly grabbed a hold of the alien stuff toy.

I sat in silence, eyes locked on the green long ears alien in my hands.

"I don't even remember who gave me you" i forced a chuckle.

I just sat there, watching as wet substance landed on the green object.

I held it tight, bringing it up to my chest.

Why...

Why can't I stop thinking of you?

Why do I want you to be right here by me? Be here to hold you, see you're smile, to just be with you.

The only way for me to find out who I am and to get the small, orange haired girl out of my mind is to get near her.

Maybe

She can help me

Maybe she has the answer.

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Sana's POV

"I don't know how you can live in place filled with so much kids"

"Jeongyeon, it's an orphanage what do you expect?"

"More like a zoo"

"I heard that!"

I heard as Jeongyeon and Nayeon bickered back and forth like cats and dogs while I keep eating the pancakes that Nayeon made for me.

It has been five days since Jeongyeon left her shared apartment with Tzuyu and is now staying in our place.

She hasn't said a word about the reason of her leaving and it's been bugging me for the last five days.

I'm not going to lie, i've been worried.

Worried about Tzuyu and her being alone by herself.

I know she can take care of herself, even my Chewy could but she's not my Chewy. Maybe this Tzuyu is scared of dark, maybe she hates thunderstorms, maybe..

Maybe she like make up thingy! My Chewy didn't but maybe this one does.

I giggled imagining Tzuyu having her her own hidden collection of make ups.

"Sana baby, what's so funny?"

I snapped out of my giggle fest and stared at the smiling Nayeon in front of me.

I stuffed another pieces of pancakes in my mouth and smiled at her "Nothing you two looks funny bickering over nonsense."

She lightly squeezed my cheeks, which earned a pout from me but she then gave me a small peck on my lips.

"You're so cute, i'm lucky to be your girlfriend."

I took a sip of my milk, trying to cool down my already heated face.

"Get a fuckin room" Jeongyeon scoffed.

"We would but you'll still be able to hear" Nayeon send me wink which Jeongyeon didn't mess, resulting to her rolling her eyes.

I dropped my head, trying to hide my cherry, red face.

"You guys are gross"

"Wow. Coming from you, Jeong"

The sound of the doorbell then rang throughout the house.

With that I also heard a small footsteps making their way downstairs.

"I'wl gwet it unnwie"

It was little Chaeng.

I waited patiently from kitchen room for the little one to open the door to reveal who was the cause of the door bell.

"Tteuwi unnwie!"