He's insecure

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by loadedhoran

by loadedhoran

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"I really love your eyes" I say trying not to sound as cheesy as this sentence sounds. Me and my boyfriend, Niall, are cuddling on the couch, talking about random things and just kiss. It's awesome and incredibly peaceful. We don't have many moments like this lately because we're both busy and I can't help but deeply appreciate the perfection of this rare moment. I know he feels the same way because he has that look in his eyes.

I keep on staring at his piercing blue orbs and I can tell that the look of his eyes isn't the same as it was before I had spoken up. It's like the appreciation of this moment got lost in his thoughts and certainly, sad thoughts.

"You know, it's the only thing I like on me" he gives me a weak smile and I can literally hear my heart breaking into thousand pieces. How can he only love that about himself? He's one of the most handsome men I've ever had my eye on and half of the women's world population wants to be with him. I let out a sigh and he stares at me weirdly.

"What's wrong princess?" He asks a little bit worried.

"Niall, did you really mean that? Do you only love your eyes?" As soon as he hears these words he lowers his head to the left side

"You know, it's really hard to be the ugliest member of a worldwide famous band" he sighs and avoids my stare

"What did you just say? Are you serious, Niall? Every women in this planet wants to have you and I can't help but feel honored you chose ME over the models you could have. " his face now is close to mine and he blinks a few times

"You may feel that you're not attractive but love, this is an understatement! You're way more than attractive. You're handsome and every time I look at you, I wonder how on earth you exist" he laughs at that and I smile at him. At least, I changed a little bit his mood

"And look, what if you're not attractive? Actually, you being handsome is just a plus. You have a killer personality! You're funny, you're good with everyone and you barely get mad with anything. You're adorable, Niall" I say finishing my long monologue and I cup his face in my hands. I press my lips against his and I can feel his smile throughout the small peck.

"I don't know what I would do without you" he whispers without no reason at all since we're all alone in his apartment

"You're so good with words and you never fail to make me feel better whenever I'm down" he kisses my hands "I love you so much" he looks at me sincerely

"I woov woo woo, Niall" I say smiling pulling him in for a long kiss

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