Hate or Love

0.8

Unfair

"Take that there, And have someone to arrange the stage design."

"Tell the Music Club to get ready, We'll have them test the equipments."

"Inform Ma'am Pio about the changes in theme for the Filipino Club."

I sigh. Gosh. Just looking at the SSC do their works already get me so exhausted and work up. It's already Monday and the start of preperation for the Science Month. I watched as Mich do her council works and distribute everything- when I suddenly flinch.

"Hey. Relax, It's just me." Looking up I saw Ryan looking down on me with a huge grin on his lips. He has his arms around me that made me flinch, shiver runs down my spine.

Taking a deep breath, I chose to remove myself away from him. The familiar pinch occurred making my heart sank in pain but I endured it, thinking that it would he for the best.

Forcing a smile I met his gaze. He's now looking at me with a huge frown, his eyes clouded with confusion with the way I avoided his touch.

"Hey. What's up?" I slowly ask. Tightening the hold I had around the strap of my Nikon Dslr camera.

"Busy. Wait, What's with you? Why are you standing so far?" My breathe hitch when he casually ask that. Avoiding his gaze I let my mind work a lot faster to think for a different answer. One that wouldn't let him know what the truth is.

"Wouldn't it be awkward if people see us like that? You got a girlfriend Ryan. She wouldn't like his boyfriend hughing another woman." I said nonchalantly, Trying to look like I'm doing my duty by placing the camera against my eyes and taking a few shots.

I feel him tense with my answer. Ready to make his point that I'm sure would leave me broken again. Thankfully I was save with Kate.

"Hey Vijie! Can you come here for a second?" I nod at her, Looking at Ryan to excuse myself.

"Well.. I need to go." Before he could even say anything I already left his side. Running to Kate's side showing the most grateful smile I could muster.

"What is it?" I ask reaching her place. She's the President of Music Club, she must be testing the music for the event.

"Well, Do you think I should play pop music or jazz?" I look at her like she grew two head. What is she talking about?!

"I- ..You're seriously asking me that?" We look at each other's eyes before we both burst out into laughters. Me and Kate are close friends, We lived in the same sub division, Well actually.. there is a lot of us but we're only the two girls so we really did became closer.

"So what did you really call me here for?" I ask raising my eyebrows. I saw hesitation in her eyes but answered anyway. Taking a deep breath.

"Well... I saw you uncomfortable with Ryan so I assume, you need a prince charming?" She jokingly wiggled her eyebrows making me laugh but soon enough I sighed.

She just look at me, Maybe waiting for me to speak. I look at her, contemplating If I should tell her about Ryan or about Zyrex. But then again, Diane is my friend, and she's also friend with the two boys, Maybe she can give me advice?

Taking a deep breath I tiredly smile. Letting all my gyards down to her.

"I'm done for today, So let's go grab coffee?" I ask, She has an understanding smile written on her face.

"Ofcourse! Let's go."

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"So you're saying is.. You're inlove with Ryan since you can remember? And Zyrex is courting you and You didn't even tell me?!"