Solby// Revenge Beauty

Chapter 6

Colby's POV

I close the door to my bedroom behind my back and take a deep breath, I just saw Jake and Sam downstairs, and I don't know how to feel about it, all I know is that I didn't like it, 'but why don't I like it?' , this morning I wished Sam found someone that makes him happy and Jake obviously does, not only that I know first hand Jake is an amazing guy, and if there's someone in this world that can take good care of Sam is him. So 'why?' Why do I felt a knot tight in my throat when Jake held Sam's hands and pulled his body so close to him? , why did my eyes watered when Jake kissed him on the cheek? , why did my heart stop beating for a good 10 seconds while Sam and Jake were staring into each other's eyes. Why?

Was I honest with Sam when I told him I didn't felt the same way? More important yet...Was I honest with myself when I told him, I didn't felt the same way?

I've always had a tendency to over protect my heart, to the point I don't let just anyone into my life, every relationship I had with girls, are extremely casual, a party here and there, and a quickie here and there, but not much else, other than one night stands and such.

Am I getting to overzealous with my own heart, that I'm starting to push my own best friend and soulmate out, because of fear of getting hurt?

Am I such a selfish prick, that I prefer my freedom over my best friend? , am I such a scary cat that the mere idea of holding him close to my body is exhilarating yet terrifying.

With those thoughts on my mind I dragged my feet to my bed crashing face down on it, I tried to just fall asleep, so I would just stop thinking, but sleep didn't came to me for hours.

Sam's POV

I woke up this morning feeling so good and with a smile on my face, I stretch my arms and rub the
sleep of my eyes, as I get up I realize that is very early is only 7 am, 'damn I don't remember the last time I woke up this early without an alarm'. I decide to get up and start with my day.

I suddenly remember I have to do a video with Colby. I'm in such a good mood today the last thing I want is to make things difficult or awkward between us, otherwise our fans will notice, the best I can do is act natural with Colby and pretend nothing happened, at the end of the day Colby is and always will be my best friend, so might as well be as normal as I can be with him.

I was about to go and jump on Colby and annoy him for a while, but I remember is way to early and he is not exactly a morning person, so is better if I just let him sleep for a while longer.

I get out of bed and decide to kill some time and spend it on me and take more time on getting ready for the day instead of just 20 minutes like I usually do.

I head to the shower, completely naked cus of course I was dead serious about sleeping naked last night, I stretch and I turn the shower, as I wait for the water to get warm, I look at myself on the mirror, and check myself out 'not bad'.

I got in the shower and spend there enough time for my fingers to get wrinkly.

I start drying myself, and look at myself in the mirror once again to try to fix my hair. 'damn my hair is sure getting long' I haven't cut my hair in more than a year and it was starting to slowly but surely fall down my shoulders, it was messy and unruly, the only thing I do is dye my hair dark once the blonde root are very evident, and frankly I was getting tired of doing that, besides all the hair dye is starting to damage my hair. So that's the next step, ' fixing my hair'.

I choose my outfit of the day and once I'm ready, I look at the time once again to see if it was a decent enough hour to wake up Colby, unfortunately it was only 8:15 and he will for sure try to kill me if I wake him up.