Solby// Revenge Beauty

Chapter 7

Colby's POV

While I was taking a shower I couldn't help but smile, sam was acting completely natural, and like himself he also seems to be in a good and playful mood and I couldn't be any happier about that.

I finish showering and getting dressed, as I walk back to my bedroom I see Sam  laying on his side on my bed in an almost provoking and inviting position, with his long naked legs slightly folded, 'what's with him and not wanting to wear pants now? Not that it bothers me obviously', once I take off my attention from his legs I notice he's distracted looking at a random point in my room completely serious and lost in thought.

~ Sam? ~ I say making him snap back to reality and looked at me noticing for the first time I was standing there.

~huh? ~ he says confused.

~ you okay? ~

~ yeah, what should we do about the video I want to get it over with~ he says with a completely different tone than before. Obviously his attitude changed while I was in the shower.

~Are you in a rush? ~ I ask him curiously.

~ no I just have an appointment with a hairdresser and I don't want to miss it, also Jake is taking me somewhere tonight~ he says barely glancing at me.

~oh~ 'shoot me in the heart, why don't you? It'll be less painful'

~ I mean we have enough time right, is not even 10 am yet~ he says with indifference.

~ yeah we have time~ I say slowly.

~ got something in mind, what are we filming? where are we going?~ he asks me curiously.

~ uh.. I found an abandoned stripp club not to far from here. ~ I say noticing how he perked up a little after I said abandoned.

~ cool!!, let's go then~ he says a little more excited.

... Time skip...............

As I was driving to the place I couldn't help but feel slightly uneasy with the silence there was in the car, usually we're silent while I drive but is usually a peaceful comfortable silence, this time around the silence is uncomfortable like there's a huge ass elephant in the car.

~ can we talk? ~ I asked breaking the silence.

~No~ sam says in such a serious way it made me want to cry.

I sighed ~ look we have to, or else people will notice something is up, fans aren't stupid, they'll know~ I say calmly trying to reason with him.

~ fine, talk then, cus I honestly have nothing to say, that I haven't already said before~ he answers me a little defensively.

~ look I know you hate me sam but... ~

~ I don't hate you Colby, I could never hate you, hell I'm not even angry at you, I'm angry at myself and I'm weird out and uncomfortable, and is my fault,  mine only not yours, that's why I didn't want to talk about it,  I didn't want to make things weirder than they already are . I tried Colby, I tried so hard to act normal this morning, but I don't know how to anymore~ Sam says with tears on his eyes obviously frustrated with himself.

I feel bad, so I see a parking lot and park there, then I turn to look at him, while he was looking the opposite way trying to avoid looking at me.

~ don't, please. what we are to each other, what we have with each other, is way more powerful, than this situation, so please don't avoid me, look at me ~ I say grabbing his arm trying to pull him towards me hoping he will turn to look at me.

Once he turns to look at me my heart starts beating faster his sky blue eyes were shining with tears and his cheeks were  flush pink.

'What a twisted mind I must have, but you look beautiful when you cry.'