Solby// Revenge Beauty

Chapter 10

Colby's POV

I've been hitting my head against a wall repitedly since 3 am after I kissed Sam.

What on earth possessed me to do that I'll never know, on one side I don't regret it at all 'cus damn that was hotter than hot' but on the other side I know that was extremely impulsive and not planned at all, and as things are, maybe it wasn't the right moment. All I know is that he was making me mad and frustrated with his stupid point of view, thinking Jake and Tara could one day replace me, that was downright insulting to me.

'So what the fuck did I do? Mark my territory? Show him I could make him feel better than them. Geez I'm one selfish prick' and then to fuck it all up I ended up running away again. And now I'm here is 9 am and I definitely could not go back to bed or back down stairs.

What do I do now? , how can I look at him and pretend I didn't have my tongue shoved down his throat only a few hours ago.

Should I even pretend nothing happened or should I be an adult and talk about it.

'One day at a time Colby, one day at a time' I think to myself sighing.

Jake POV

I came out of my bedroom after a very good night rest, Sam's kiss let me hot and bother but at the same time I wasn't going to pressure him into anything he might not be ready for.  maybe I should try to talk to him and see where we move from here.

Apparently I don't have to wait for long, there he was Sam, sitting on the couch with the same clothes he was wearing yesterday with his legs cross looking at nothing in particular, he has dark eye bags and he's running his hands trough his hair over and over again ' oh no this can't be good'

~ good morning Sam, you look awful~ I say with honesty and concern.

~thanks~ Sam responded sarcastically and a little more aggressively than I expected.

~ are you ok Sam? You didn't go to bed last night? You didn't sleep?~

~ I couldn't, not even for a minute... Jake we need to talk~ Sam says rubbing his face in frustration.

~ of course, let's go somewhere else so we don't get interrupted~ I offer.

Sam nodded his head and start walking to my bedroom, I followed him nervously, I'm not dumb there's a big possibility he's going to blatantly reject me. 'Damn it I went to fast with him'.

Sam was fidgeting and looking everywhere in my bedroom but me.

~ that you don't want me, is that what you want to tell me? ~ I say making him snap his head back at me looking at me with wide eyes.

~ is not that I don't want you, I'm just very very confused~ he says looking down at his feet.

~ is it because you're still in love with Colby? ~ I ask with a disappointed sigh.

~ no, is because I haven't fall in love with myself, like I promised I would do first, although I must admit I don't want to be selfish again and get involved with anyone without being in love, and it goes without saying the whole open relationship thing, is kinda scary for me~ he said sadly.

~ I understand~ I say truly disappointed.

~ don't get me wrong, there's a side of me that really wants you, both of you, I'm human after all, and I tend to be very needy and I hate to go to bed alone, but that's the point learning to be alone with myself.~ Sam says after making a sensual face after saying he wants me, making me smirk.

~ of course I fully understand where you're coming from, the last thing I want is to make you feel pressured, you don't owe me anything, let alone Tara and I know you're not in love with me I don't expect you to be, but hey I will be honest Sam my bed and my arms are always open for you if you ever need to or want to, you ARE human after all~ I say honestly.