𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

five

aaliyah
i started going back to school the next day, i couldn't hide in my house.

but of course, starting back school meant billie starting her little bullying thing back up.

and now she's just starting to be childish with it.

we were sitting down in choir and i bent down to grab my bag and she took that advantage to push my papers off the table as she walked out of the room.

she earned herself a few laughs but at this point i was aggravated. it was like harmless jokes to earn popularity points or something but it was so annoying.

i got up from my seat and followed her, not really listening to the teacher calling my name.

she walked into the bathroom and i followed her, pushing her bookbag as i walked in.

"what the fuck?" she said, turning around to me.

"why do you keep bothering me? do you have a problem?" i said.

"aaliyah get the fuck out of my face"

she turned back around to walk away but i pulled her back by her book bag. she was a little bit taller than me but that wasn't really an issue.

"pull me one more time" she threatened.

i laughed.

and something about me laughing seemed to really piss her off as she started walking closer to me with dark eyes.

i put my hand up to push her away but she stopped me

"do it, i dare you". she pushed me back into a wall, causing me to gasp as the tile bathroom walls hit the back of my head

i don't know why but i was so intimidated. i've never had someone talk down on me with me getting angry, but right now, i was frozen in place.

"i do what i want aaliyah. try to remember that".

and with that she walked out of the bathroom.

i felt intimidated, flustered, annoyed, upset, literally anything you could think of, i was feeling it.

but one thing i didn't understand was how turned on i was.

i shook out of my thoughts as she entered the bathroom again.

"and you're coming to my house today after school. this shit needs to get done asap" and the left again.

what the fuck.

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"i don't get how you put up with her. it's giving bipolar" Tati says.

she's right. billie goes from pinning me to a wall to telling me to come to her house.. if that's not weird then i don't know what is.

and another thing. i hate how she's making me feel. like i want to hate and dislike her but she comes near me and i just bottle up. i never do that.

but with billie i just can't be that way with her. at least not as harsh.

fuck, this is gonna bother me for the rest of the day.

"uh hello? earth to Aaliyah?" i hear, snapping out of my inner thoughts to see Ashanti and Tatiana looking at me crazy.

"what?".

"girl we've been calling to you for a good minute now. billie said to go over to her".

tatiana pointed to the left, showing billie leaned against her car, arms folded as eyes fixed on me.