Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

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There was still a suprise that kept inside of myself that Mikasa didn't got mad at me. I couldn't tell if it was only the strange feeling's that came up in me about it or if it was just suspicion of myself about it. I knew Mikasa was on her own kind very kind-hearted, I had never a single doubt in this things—there was just a stupid suspicion in the fact that she prefers to treat me like her best friend at work instead of sticking to the formula as being my boss.

We sat in a nice cafe in the immediate proximity of the set, a little detour that we've already went by often. It was happening very often that we did in our break at lunch time, it got most times more than funny.

The sun light reflected in her hair and so in mine refreshing warmness in the noon hours. I sat there with crossed legs, looking slightly down on the iron table with beautiful ornaments. The small coffe cups were standing on the table, they decorated the end picture.

I raised my head slowly eying Mikasa's eyes. They were looking in a way so steel, that certain look kind of hurted if a person knew her really. It was normal that her eyes weren't showing that much emotions but she was a very good person at least in my opinion.

"Now tell me why couldn't you come earlier?" she started asking me. I sighed, I totally knew I had to anwser this, but I had no clue she would ask me it immediately. I slipped a bit of my coffee while closing my eyes for seconds. I eyed my eyes again on hers, my e/c ones met her grey ones with less emotions than mine.

"Ah well–" I started rubbing the back of my head. It wasn't embarrassing it was just feeling strange telling it her in a togerness that was just out us too. At least it felt in some way uncomfortable to me, I didn't knew how it was for her there was no sign in her face that could tell what she was thinking or feeling.

I bit on my lip, still thinking of if it was believable what I would tell her. "Ymir was assigned to tell me that you wanted me to be there, but she didn't cared and let it lying on the left." I told her slowly proceing to look . The tone in my voice wasn't to overhear it was something that sounded nervous and scared together which wasn't the most perfect combination.

"And—we all know Ymir." I stopped within the sentence for seconds, there was a unsureness if I should continue explaining, I sighed afterwards. At the mention we knew Ymir I had to laugh a bit. It was the blank truth, what only made it worse in the end effect.

"So last question are we doing this as boss and employee or friends... nor neither of them?" I questioned interested. I expected her to answer also that it could took a while till she done anything. She tilted her head to the right side starring at the street. She turned her head back to me, "I don't have a big reason why I wanted to go here with you." she retorted at it still having a normal face expression.

Ouch that hurts, I thought. Not even a speceficate zone. In fact there was really squeezing something my heart together. Not like a mirror shatters into a thousand of pieces no - more comparable to squeezing a tomato together till it's mushy. Sometimes there we're going thing's and questions through my head that told me in a reproaching way to stop this drama inside my head.

The questions on the other side was related to Mikasa and the way I felt for my best friend. I had The voice in my head told me to stop the nonsense behind this all. I hated it, this one sided love, but who was I kidding.. please, who didn't?

"However there was also a second reason." she suddenly started adding out of nowhere. It got me by surprise that she actually told me that. I didn't let the sudden actions get me. Somehow there was still the joy I had inside my stomach, a dozen of butterflies. It was so warm and welcoming and also familiar.