Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

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|||Y/n L/n|||

This evening had been hitting me different. It has been a while since I was since 3 days feeling sick. I wasn't feeling that perfect, being honest; who does when they are basically not feeling well?

While my mind was playing tricks on me, I heard my phone vibrating. The melody I heard wasn't my message sound. It was a call, I set myself up. The couch was kind of uncomfortable meanwhile.

My heart started pounding stronger as I saw who it was. A sudden warmth that wasn't my fever came up in me.

My cheeks started blushing in deep tones of crimson. At first I didn't even noticed how nervous I was. It started being obvious as I let almost my phone fell out of my hand. What came after it wasn't the better option.

I had been mistaken the two buttons almost. Shortly before I done it I realized it, with a big panicking scream.

I had to plan almost 2 minutes in until I was ready. I accepted the caller and took the phone on my ear. "Hell-" I tried to crock out keyword 'tried'. It didn't worked I had cut myself off with a big cough full of pain. Once in my life I wished for a phone call to reach the end soon.

It was definitely clear, something was so wrong with myself.

"Y/n? are you alright?" The caller asked me with a softened tone in their voice. I rubbed my eyes with my hand that was free. My eyes wanted to fell down and close several times. I felt how my ears  I didn't paid attention at the moment.

"Y/n, did you even listened? I'm starting to worry." She said concerned. Her voice was getting me sleepy. "Did you ate enough and drunk enough?" I hadn't the the strength to answer her. At the thought she worried about me my mood wasn't good but it went in a higher position that was near to feeling happy.

"Y-Yes.. I d-drunk and ate e-enough" I tried to say. The only difference between it was that it didn't worked at all. I hardly could croak the words out. My throat started hurting at every single word I tried to say. The pronouncication of the words fell hard of my tongue.

"Ok that's enough.. wait for me Y/n." Mikasa said stoic. I didn't liked that tone at all. Expecially the idea, I might could talk some nonsense while I'm ill. "I'm there in 15 minutes." and with that she ended the call.

I hadn't a good feeling, several emotions had bottled up inside of me. For me it was the time where I only could set my hopes in that I wouldn't do something stupid that would get me into some drama later on. The last thing I remembered was seeing the blurry home screen of my phone.

About 15 minutes later I heard loud knocks as they reached my ears I opened my eyes apruptly. The blurry images in front of them got more clear. I sat up myself trying not to fall back from the imbalance. I went to open the door as I opened the door Mikasa encountered me.

She looked concerned before I could do anything else she touched my forehead.

Once again my heart started pounding like crazy - the roller coaster of emotions. Her presence made me feel strange, home nothing was wrong while she was with me.

I didn't liked it at all since she told me about Eren and her feelings towards him.

"You're going to bed now." Mikasa demanded from me. "Understand?" I nodded. I followed Mikasa's orders and went up stairs right away into my room. I sat on my bed and layed down as I got  into my blanket. My eyelids went heavier and heavier. Slowly the lack of sleep got me into the well necesserary sleep I hadn't in all of this time.

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As I woke up again Mikasa sat by my side I was confused. At all had I didn't know out of all situations why she was still sitting by my side. She was even fell asleep, had I been that long asleep?

'Why did she sat there?' I thought.

I found a bread and a cup warm tea beside my bed. I smiled ast the sight, I took the cup of tea and drunk a sip of it.

I lifted myself up trying to stand up, "Y/n stop that you still aren't fit enough." Mikasa whispered. I looked at her still sleepy body, something bothered me about it. She looked to me as if she was ashamed of something in a way.

I frowned at her, "Mikasa what's w-wrong?" I questioned quietly. She was everything else besides her usually normal behavior. I had no idea what was going on in her head, I was curious about it I wanted to know it. To help her, clear the problem of it.

Mikasa stayed silent, I still had my eyes pinned on her. On those steel grey eyes, the black short hairwith the look on her face that looked pretty emotionless. She looked down on the ground, I didn't liked how ashamed she was.

This was the first time I saw her like this. She never had behaved like this in my company. I couldn't bring up any more courage to ask her any further questions.

I pointed with a small smile on the empty part of the bed. I sat on it crossed legged not daring to take my eyes from Mikasa. After having reached a point where she showed hesistation, she accepted. She sat beside me and leaned against the wall.

Both of us sighed in the same moment. That's what I called a big coincidence. I sat myself up again out of the crooked position. I clapped my hands onto my legs, my eyes were shot awake, even if my body wasn't.

"What did you do, that you look so ashamed?" I asked whispering. If I would have spoke those words loud out my throat would hurt. It would burn and feel scratchy besides the fact Mikasa's tea had been helping I couldn't use my voice yet.

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"I kissed you.... while you where asleep."