Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

13.

|||Y/n L/n|||

A small slit in the window was opened. Little quiet melodies came through it. The day started with the chirping of birds. They sat outside of the windows, deep in the tree's.

The sun found it way through the window. The small sunshine danced into the dark room. The light that brightened up everything letting the darkness fade. It was a warmth that felt nice.

The darkness that circled my eyes was somehow welcoming. Even when it felt dark, it wasn't uncomfortable. It didn't felt like a cold day outside.

I felt something around myself. The blanket over myself wasn't the thing I felt. That was something completely different. I tilted my head to the side, I blinked with my eyes. Into my eyesight fell a figure. This person was seeming to be so peaceful.

I set myself up, I looked nearly at the figure. The details in her face, told me many things. Untold stories and many things that still weren't existing.

This time I wasn't sure if it was impossible reaching a future with her. It was possible, having a future together.

That realization made my heart do joyful jumps. It started beating in a comfortable speed. The feeling of knowing what it was gave me courage.

I stood up from the bed. I went from opening the door quiet into the bathroom. On the way there I took a more detailed deepening look on the pictures that were hanging in the small corridor. I went direct into the bathroom. Where I watched in the mirror my reflection. I smiled at it with a pure smile. It was a happiness that didn't found it's place in myself since very long.

That was nothing I could ever forget. I thought about what had happened. I started blushing in deep crimson tones. Correction it still made me blush madly. The thought that I could finally was able to be with her.

I brushed my h/c hair careful. It was messy after all the sleep I had behind myself. Yawning to myself sleepy. I closed the door behind me after I got a hair clip to put my hair aside.

I went down into the kitchen where the light wasn't on. I opened the curtain that were hanging down on the inside of the house.

I made some breakfast while humming a melody. Even if I wasn't the best cook out of all time. It smelt good, I didn't had a clue if it just smelled good or tasted like it too.

I heard some noices coming near me. I assumed it were footsteps. They were getting louder and louder. "Mikasa?" I  exclaimed questioning. I tilted my head to the side. My eyes spotted out of the corner Mikasa. The ravenette was coming into the kitchen.

"What are you doing?" she asked quietly. I turned around to her with a frying pan. Full of bacon's beside me were toast's getting toasted.

"Oooh~ hehehe some breakfast.." I muttered embarrassed. The tone in my voice was underlining my emotions about it. I wasn't even myself sure if it was possible eating this. I frowned putting my hand on my lips. "Though I am not sure.. if it's even tasty." I laughed.

I turned around again, my eyes were concentrated on the food. At least I tried to concentrate on it.

"Mikasa you wanna go in the park later on?" I asked. She didn't answered, I started asking myself what was up with that silent. I set beside her on a chair.

"Mikasa."

"What's wrong?" My eyes didn't let go of her face. It was a different side of being concerned. Something was wrong about all of this. I felt it inside my gut.

She still didn't answered the question. She avoided it with the lack of eye contact. The feeling that there was something didn't left me. "Tell me please.. I want to help you." I assured her. My tone sounded sad, I wasn't sad at all. I was sad about the fact Mikasa didn't felt good. I wanted to know what it was that bothered her. To clear the situation.

It was silent, the silence was what I hated about it. Those questions that hot into my head went loud. "You've been like that since a quiet long time." I spoke up. I put a hand on her shoulder. She started looking down, I had patience, I had trust all of it I had in her.

"Eren showed to me that he understood that I felt something for you." she said. I took everything that bottled up in me together and and made my decision.

"Mikasa, listen to me!" I said. Looking into her face gave me chills down the spine. I wanted her to understand that Eren wanted her to be happy. "He understood it because he wanted you to be happy." I told her.

I hugged her out of sudden. It just felt right, something we both might only had needed. She started sobbing out loud. The sound of it made my heart ache into two. I was happy, I started crying too. The fact that Eren had understood with how Mikasa felt. I wanted to hig him. All of them telling them everything was going to be alright.

"Mikasa take my hand," I said, "trust me." I kept nuzzling into her shoulder. She wasn't the only one that had to clear things up. I wanted to do so myself also. I didn't wanted to separate ever with the thought of thanking him. I wanted to apologize for taking him the chance on a life until the end with Mikasa.

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"Come on!" I cheered full of life. I took her hand and run. We run all the way through the big park. I felt extremely exhausted, only once the issue of myself being unsporty wasn't going to get in the way. For once I tried to ignore it.

"HEYYYY Eren, Armin!" I shouted full of joy. I looked at them with bright eyes. I knew it might wasn't going to last long, for the moment it was enough. The smile that builded up on the inches of my lips was something I didn't had showed since a long time.

I didn't concentrated at the exhaustion as I reached them together with Mikasa. I was still holding her hand. I took a deep breath, closing my eyes while I exhaled slowly.

"Eren, Armin I'm sorry." I told them. I looked down I couldn't look them into the eyes. I truly had apologized to them it was now in their hands to accept or not. Either way I would accept what they would decide.

"For what you didn't done anything wrong Y/n." Armin stated. I started laughing at the sentence he said.

"For not telling you both much earlier that I had a crush on Mikasa since childhood." I sighed. What I had responded was a reason why I hid it. Rubbing my head in embarrassment.

"I knew it since a long time Y/n and I understood why you didn't told it me nor Eren earlier especially Eren." said Armin with a small smile.

My face formed into a depressed peace of myself. "I just didn't wanted to ruin the future the both of you could have." It was nether one of my intention. What happened couldn't get reseted. Only a apologize could make it up to him.

"Y/n that was a while ago you didn't even had to apologize." Eren said focusing on me.

"But–"

Eren grinned, "No but there is nothing to apologize for!" he exclaimed.

"Eren I'm sorry too." Mikasa spoke up out of sudden. It was unexpected, yes very much. "I'm sorry for breaking you're heart, giving you until that point hopes.. I should have told you so much earlier how confused I was about it."

"Mikasa," he said clenching his fists. He looked down on the ground. I didn't focused at that moment on the sky. The wind let the leaves flow in the air. It was a small breeze in the hair. "Where like a family, nothing you do is unforgivable." 

Four birds were flying over us, is this a sign?