Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

11.

|||Y/n L/n|||

 After remembering the disaster of a movie night I fell into my bed sighing. This was one of the worst things I've lived trough since a long time. Those bad situation bottled up inside of my heead in the last time. As I actually remembered I wanted to go met Eren, I panicked. I had totally forgot about that. Once again it started all over again. Screaming at myself myself, panicking and finding fast a solution. With the only difference I did it this time in real.

I stormed out of my door, almost falling over the carpet at the try to open the door. My eyes fixated on my watch I had on my arm. The clock ticked and ticked it made me nervous. The sweet started building up on my forehead and dropping down. I didn't fixated on my envoirement that I still had layed my eyes on. Probably shouldn't have. Still did, that's me.. it's describing myself. Trailing off and finding myself suddenly in a differrent point I was concentrated on.

The night sky was shimmering bright on the streets, the cars weren't noicy they had each of their Headlights on. I caught myself by giving some flowers a special glance. Something at them interested me in a special way. My breathing started to get heavier, I was never the best in PE in school. I tried not to kill myself with this, I didn't even knew at all why I was all the time running to the different places instead of simply getting myself a car or something. Here comes the fun fact: I was to broke to buy one.

As I saw Eren's house I wanted to cheer out of joy. "YES! DAMN FUCK THAT TOOK LONG!" I screamed overjoyed. While I noticed I had been clearly to loud I wanted to sink into the ground. I heard some people scream out of their windows "Those young people these days alway causing noise pollution or truble!" I couldn't help starting to laugh it was to strange imagine. Only having that mental picture in front of me, how my friends and I would be in the future when were that old like this. Even as it started hurting, I didn't cared it was to funny.

I used Eren's door bell, the sound of the door bell was rather rare I guess. Not many people would use it for something like that. After what felt like a half eternity he finally opened 'the thing' that was called door. I looked at him with a look in my face that told him so much like 'are you serious what took so long?'. I got never a anwser though just a little grin.

I didn't looked at it as a grudge I took what I got as a half hearted apologize.

My shoes were getting uncomfortable meanwhile. How it was meant to be when I've had a run laying behind me not so far away from the present events. I took my them off with a burden that felt of my shoulders. It felt surprisingly good to have it them off what wasn't that unexpected.

Eren seemed kind of unsure about something. I didn't wanted to say I smelled it, but this this was is what I would do If I could smell it 10 miles against the wind. However it was more than obvious that he was his face told it's own story.

"Soo I guess you aren't gonna only stand there and sweat drop?" I asked chuckling. At this comment he immadietly felt ashamed. Seemed as if I had hit a spot with that topic. I had no clue why he was asking me to come over to me out of sudden. Still I was being that one person out of 100 that shrugged it off and  just did it. If it would be a big regret doing this I would experience later on.

If it would be the case.. I had the ass card if not I could remind back at it as a good memory.

We sat down at the couch in front of it stood a small table what rounded the picture off was the TV with the shelf over it. It was full with different pictures off his family, friends and some quiet interesting book titles. He probably didn't read that much anyway of them, it wasn't judging him only some facts.

"I want to ask you after some advices.." he started explaining to me. I fixated my e/c eyes on his emerald green eyes. My full attention was now on his words.  He seemed so unsure, I didn't knew that from him. I couldn't believe it with my own eyes that I was seeing this before dying. And that meant something..

"Which flowers would you gave a girl when you confess to her official?" He asked. I tilted my head to the side, a light brightened up over my head. Let's say it made click officially. I wiggled my eyebrows at him, laughing.

"Oh I see, well most times roses actually.. that's pretty much cliché." I replied smiling, I leaned my head on my palms while my ellbows rested on my legs which where in a criss cross position. I already had done it very often, almost a habit of mine. I had a look on my face that told how interested I was really litterally.

"If it's the case you want to make a special impression then you could probably get Marguerite's, Sunflowers or some Forgot Me Not." I told him. I loved giving him such a advice.The cause was mostly that he never asked for it. I couldn't say I had something achieved in love yet did I love giving him such advices. God, that sounded so crappy.

"Do you have a idea what to talk about before confessing?" As he asked that I got full of exitment. I couldn't describe in words how much I had been waiting for this to happen. I told him everything I knew about the topic. Sometimes also digressing apartly too. The point at it was I was happy about it even if this bad feeling wouldn't stop spreading inside of my mind. It kept it's place in the darkest and smallest corner of it. He had given me a glass with water that I took thankful.

"Now tell me for what is the questioning?" 

"I decided to ask Mikasa to be my girlfriend."

At his words I almost let the glass with water in it slip out of my hand. In my imagination it already had shattered. if there wasn't the sudden realization of the lack of attention on it. I had the bad feeling and there it got me. 'Great luck Y/n' I thought.