Just a little crush ♥️

CHAPTER 6

Seriously , I am so stupid ... What was wrong with me ?... I shouldn't have asked him that ... But I didn't know they have broken up.... But , still I am stupid ... I mean how could I not know such big thing ...

After all , all I did back then was stalk him and get to know about him ... Then how could I ? ...  Don't get me as a creepy stalker or something ... I really liked him back then , he was like great singer and all so I used to check for his songs which he used to upload on social media and every other thing.... that's it ...  nothing much.

He said this was at the staring of our internship ... Yeah , I was quite busy at that time ... was focused on studies and exams and all ... May be , that's why I missed it ?

And now I have made him think of that only ... How stupid of me ! ... What to do ? ... May be I should apologies ... You know , I couldn't sleep last night ... Was thinking about the same ... I even debated going to his room and say that I didn't know and sorry for real . But ofcourse didn't do it .

Now here I am in my OPD , totally a mess due to lack of sleep and thinking again . Today is quite free I mean no new patients ... So was thinking what to say and what to not ... Which got me thinking that I think alot . Calm down Ananya , it's okay , we will see what we can do , ok?
And with that I got back to work .

At lunch , we were sitting in canteen and were talking . Abhi and Shivani also joined us . Still , I was looking at the canteen entrance . And he came after sometime ... Abhi called him "Anirudh, come , we were waiting for you " .. He looked at us , and may be debated whether to come or not and finally said
" yeah, coming , let me grab my tiffin "
And he came , was not even looking at me ... "How was medicine today? I heard today was quite a big rush at medicine? " I asked... He just gave me a nod and said "yes " while eating .

Okay, so he is angry and ignoring me ... I didn't know this side of him ... I mean I didnt know him at all back then ... All I knew was he is sweet and solved person.

Yeah but served you right , miss Raj ... after all who goes and ask such thing,  right ? And on the top of that , he thinks that I did it on purpose , to tease him ... Ok I really need to clear this thing..and with that we finished our lunch and went back to department .

After work, today I again was waiting infront of hospital's entrance and was looking for Anirudh only ... I need to solve this ... I told Tanu and Shivani to go ahead and will meet them at hostel ...

He came and looked at me . And when he started to walk passed me I called
" Anirudh , wait " ... He stopped and came infront of me .

" Look , I know you are mad at me and sad too ... But when I said I didn't know about this , I wasn't lying . I didn't know , genuinely . And  I am truly sorry for bringing that up ... Please don't do this , ignoring kind of thing with me .... I hate it and we just met yesterday ... I really want us to be friends and I am sorry "
I was literally begging him .

He was silent for some time but then said " It's okay , Ananya , I am sorry too .. may be I overreacted... It's just I can't deal with the past memories and all ... And that's why got sad too ... I am sorry and it is okay ... And yes I also want us to be friends . " And he smiled .

And that was it ... I was happy and said
" That's great then , now as we got off work early today , we can grab that  yesterday's snack and I know a great place . So , what say? "

" Yeah , that's great , I am hungry too ... Let's go quickly " and with that we went to my favourite snack restaurant near hospital while talking about our day.