Chapter 20

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WHAT THE HELL, I'M IN HELL?

TRIGGER WARNING! INCLUDES MENTION OF ABUSE, VIOLENCE, AND DEATH OF A LOVED ONE.

Catastrophic (adjective)

1. extremely harmful; bringing physical or financial ruin.

~ SATAN ~

(SIDENOTE: try to read this in a British accent)

As you all know, I'm Satan. The one and only leader of the underworld.

Of course, I'm not the badest bitch, because that's Raven Vincenia's job. However, I'm precariously high on the leader board.

God and I, had come to the mutual understanding that Raven would suffer immensely before having happiness.

It wasn't just the 'Oh my goodness, I broke m' neck!' kind of thing. In fact, it was more like 'Holy fuckaroni!!!'

You get the gist. I had already killed off her mother with cancer, and I made her bitch of a father run away, because 'He WaSn'T rEaDy' to be a single father. What a useless waste of breath?

Anyways, basically Raven's life could not bloody get worse... I mean it obviously did... I wouldn't be talking now if it didn't...

Let's observe shall we?

Raven is inside with her foster father, Dick. I'm not even joking his name's Dick.

Her brother Oliver, was standing by her side petrified. And I mean pale as a ghost, shaking kind of petrified. Why you may ask?

Because there was a bloody fucking gun pointed in their face. I would be terrified to because I never got to eat the hashbrowns that I made yesterday. Raven positioned her arm protectively around her younger brother trying to ward off the demons. Ironic.

"You think you can fuck me up bitch don't you?" Dick was obviously high and bloody sloshed (never a good combination), his hand that was holding a gun was shaking uncontrollably (not a good combination either).

Raven was 12 bloody years old and this fucker was asking her if she thinks he can fuck her up? Of course, she fucking could you wanker! I haven't been invested in her for no fucking reason nitwit.

Raven's face showed no emotion, no fear. I got to hand it to her she was fucking calm. But unlike her, Ollie was still shaking and whimpering.

"Ollie just take deep breaths, it's going to be ok. I'm not going to let anything happen to you," she whispered to him.

"ANSWER ME BITCH!" Raven's eye twitches, good luck fucker.

"YOU FUCKING DARE, THREATEN ME AND MY BROTHER, DICKFACE!" Raven's face was turning into an unimaginable shade of red, she looked like she was about to bloody explode!

Dick was stepping towards them shaky step after shaky step. His words were barely inaudible, "I feed you, clothe you, give you fucking shelter. And you refuse to fill my manly needs?"

Oh, my fucking bloody goodness...

*faint spewing sounds*

I'm about to go off sis! The audacity-

I never got to finish that sentence, because Raven was on the floor covered in her own crimson blood.

Dying.


~ RAVEN ~

10 years ago...

Ollie was pressed up against me trembling with fear. His grip on my shirt dangerously tight.

"You think you can fuck me up bitch don't you?" I could smell the alcohol from here, it made me want to puke.

"Ollie just take deep breaths, it's going to be ok. I'm not going to let anything happen to you," I mutter to him, without breaking eye contact with the bitch in front of me.

I make a quick prayer to Satan or fucking God. Or anyone! I was trying to be brave, just like mum taught me... But it wasn't working I was scared.

Mum, please I need you now.

Please...

"YOU FUCKING DARE, THREATEN ME AND MY BROTHER, DICKFACE!" I scream, in his face. Trying my best to act tough.

"I feed you, clothe you, give you fucking shelter. And you refuse to fill my manly needs?" I blink back the tears, shooing away all the unwelcome memories.

A loud bang goes off, I hope it wasn't Ollie.

And as I look down at the blood on my hands I smile, it wasn't Ollie. It was me.

I fall to my knees begging God to keep my beautiful brother safe. He deserves it more than me.

The bliss is broken when I see Ollie running towards Dick screaming.

I try to scream but...

I'm drowning. My lungs are filling not with water, but with anguish.

When another bang went off, I knew deep in my heart that two angels were going to be arriving in heaven that day.

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Bright lights and loud voices are what I first wake up to.

Am I... Am I in Heaven? How cliche is this?

A blurry face appears hovers over my face.

"Is she awake?" pause. I try to pry my eyelids open but they're too heavy. "Not fully. She's regaining consciousness."

~*~*~*~

~ GOD ~

It's me, babes.

This time we're stalking Raven, sadly not from heaven but the hospital.

"Am I dead?" She asks out loud. The nurses look at each other sympathetically.

"No sweetie... you're in St. Margret's hospital." Raven sits up suddenly, looking around the room her eyes wide.

"Where's Ollie? Where's my brother?!" She starts shouting, the nurses try to calm her down but she's on her feet running out of the room.

Poor poor child, Satan what in the name of me did you do?

Ollie was in the room across from Raven's. When Raven sees him through the window, pale, and two nurses pulling a sheet over his head, she stumbles back her mouth hanging open. She cries out her knees buckling underneath her body.

"No... no," She curls into a ball on the marble floor, a woman picks her up embracing the frail child in her arms, stroking her hair.

"Shhh, it's going to be ok..."

I turn next to me to meet the eyes of the little boy.

"Your sister's going to be ok..."

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Hey guys, so this chapter was a bit weird XD. But I think it was funny to have Satan and God's perspective on this?

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