Screw Men

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Jennie's POV

She can't be doing this.

Though it was up to her to do whatever she wanted, fuck whoever she wanted to fuck.

"Nini?" I saw her rose from her armed chair, spinning around in the process to completely welcome me.

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming?"

I stood there seething, exhausted, drained, breathless. The back of my mind fatigue from all the assumptions my paranoid self has been constantly flooding myself with. My unstable breathing and death-piercing glare must have alarmed something in her as I saw her soft eyes turned into a worrying one.

"Ni, what happened to yo-"

I rushed to her, wanting to grab her collar and scream the shit out of her, but when my arms reached out to her, it turned weak.

I couldn't say anything, I was furious, disappointed.

"Talk to me, are you okay?"

And then she hugged me, and it triggered me.

My mind was blank as I pushed her away harshly, I didn't care how she felt about it. I couldn't care about anything right now.

"You're fucking Niki, huh?" I raised my voice, "Fucking her, huh?!"

"You're fucking her and I didn't know shit about it?!"

Lisa gaped when she heard me, her delicate hands immediately trying to find it's way to my shoulders.

"Jennie, I'm-"

"No! Lisa, you can't be serious! You promised me! You promised you wouldn't go crawling back to your ex! You hated people who ran back to their ex for sexual desires! You hated them!!"

"Nini, wait- hear me out-"

"There's nothing to hear! You're being a hypocrite right now!" I flared my arms at her face, "Adam told me he saw you guys- what, fucking in school?!" By now I was bawling my eyes out, my hair out, literally anything I could grab onto.

"No wonder you've been rushing off whenever she calls! No wonder you always disappear in school when I try to find you! No wonder you're leaving me halfway when we're hanging out! To.. to go have sex with her?!"

Lisa desperately grabbed my hand in hers. Well, she attempted, but I swat it away.

"And when I ask you why she called you for, you just shrugged it off and told me 'ex-girlfriend duties'! No wonder you never wanted to tell me what y'all were up to!! Because you were busy hooking up!"

"I can't believe every time you came from her house, you actually reeked of sex! I can't believe you still had the audacity to come and cuddle with me and be all clingy with me after you just had sex with her!"

She tried again, "listen, I'm sorry about that okay? But why are you so mad?"

"Because you-"

"I don't understand, this is my sex life. Not yours."

I stared at her perplexed and bewildered, "There's nothing you have to understand! It's just- you made a fucking promise Lisa! And you're- and you didn't even bother to tell me?!"

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry for not telling you, okay?! I didn't see the need to!"

"Are you out of your mind!?!" I snapped, "this is disgusting!! Imagine if I hooked up with a guy, chose not to tell you, and just came to cuddle with you! You'd like that?!"

"No! I wouldn't!"

"Exactly!" I tried to put some sense into her.

"But this isn't even the issue! You're making a big deal out of us having sex, but no one said I can't fuck her!" Lisa howled.