Ignoring Feelings | Phan

Chapter Two

{Phil's POV}

I hear my bedroom door open quietly. I flip over on my bed, facing my back to the wall.

"Luke?" I ask groggily.

He slams my door shut.

"Aww, is Lukey throwing a tantrum? What did Liv do this time?"

He walks over to my bed and rips off my duvet, leaving me vulnerable to the cold. He stares at me with his bright blue eyes, which run in our family.

"Phil?"
"Mhm?"
His face turns into a deep blush.
"What's wrong, Luke?"

After a moments of silence, he finally gathers up the courage to say what he's been thinking.

"Cuddle?"

How adorable. I get up and retrieve my duvet and spread it over my bed and crawl in. Luke crawls in after me.
"Woah, it's like a dark scary cave."

I chuckle and hug him gently. You might be thinking - wait, you're brothers? Well, we seriously have nothing going on, we just cuddle sometimes, as it gets lonely. Anyway, Luke speaks up again.
"Phil, we have visitors by the way."
What?
I spring out of bed and stumble my way across my room to my wardrobe, grabbing whatever shirt and pants I find first, as I am only in my boxers.

"Also, there's a boy your age. He looks like a snob. I don't like him."

I ruffle Luke's hair.

"Should I go say hello?" I ask.

Luke shrugs. Suddenly, his eyes widen and flood with guilt.

"You okay buddy?"
"I-Phil-um-sorry-uh-I..." he stutters.
"Hey, it's okay, what happened?"

{Luke's POV) (OMFG RIGHT)
I wasn't meant to spill Phil's secret. Shoot. I'm dead. My mind races through all the excuses I could use. The truth will cost Phil's trust. A lie will be a risk to lose Phil's trust.
Before my brain chooses what to do, my mouth follows my impulse. See, ever since I was born, I always prefered to tell the truth as much as possible. The very few times I've lied were traumatising and always drowned me in an ocean of guilt.

"The boy know's you're bi."
Curse my mouth. I clamp my hand on my mouth. I see the colour drain from Phil's face. He looks at me with wide eyes.
"Luke, I-you're joking right?"
I stare in those blue orbs which I also have.

"I-uh, yeah, haha, I'm only j-joking h-haha, g-gotcha!"

Guilt kicks me in the stomach and I start to feel sick.

Phil's face floods with relief.
"Good, I didn't want anyone to know, you know, what happened last time..." he trails off.
I know he's uncomfortable with the subject.
"It won't happen again, I promise." Luke, what have you done?

{Phil's POV}
I panicked for a second when I thought Luke told the boy my secret. Heck, he might be popular, and I'd be dead.
I close my eyes and calm down. Nobody in this school will know...

"P-Phil?"
"Mhm?"
"I'm gonna go and uh hang out with the boy, I want to know his name."
"Sure thing Lukey, close the door please."
He leaves the room.
I sigh and mumble to myself.
"The door...."
I get up and close door, just in time to hear a shrill voice shriek.
"Luuuuuuuuuuuuke."
So this boy had a sister?

"LUKEEYYYYYYYYY YAY."
That has a crush on Luke?

A/N: Sorry for the short part. I hope you guys all like the phanfic so far! More action will go on in the next chapter. Until then...
BYEEEEE
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