Pulling?

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Trigger warning: brief mention of gender dysphoria, and heavy flow periods, also if you have a heavy flow, too heavy for tampons, I highly recommend Softcups! Virgil will explain how to use it.

Virgil P.O.V.

I woke up from my place and walked out to do my usual, put a bundle of socks down my pants (it's what he's packing with), put my makeup on, and put my binder on. I saw that I was flat, and I was happy. But I still needed to put on my hoodie. It was really hot that day, so I took off my hoodie. I was just in a purple t-shirt. I went out for breakfast and saw Patton, we were talking for a while. While we were talking, I was pulling my shirt, because when it's hot your shirt will stick to the binder, making you appear less flat. "Hey um kiddo, why do you always keep pulling your shirt like that?" Patton asked. Both me and Logan were shocked. "Yeah, I was wondering what too." Roman added. "Virgil you don't have t-" "No, I'm okay with it, it's just kinda hard to talk about it without getting dysphoric, but I can tell them. When it's hot, your shirt will stick to the binder, making you appear less flat, when you pull it, it allows air to come in and fix it, but only for a while." I say cutting Logan off. He was shocked I said something, but also seemed proud of me. "Oh! Thanks kiddo! But, you don't need to share things that you don't want to." Patton said. "No, it's fine! It's like part of my..... culture." I say, thinking of a word to use. "Why do you do it in the winter, too?" Roman asked. "It's just a habit by now heh." I laugh a little at the fact that I did it so often it was a habit of mine. "Thanks, kittie!" Roman said. "W-what did you call me?" I ask. "Kittie." He said. "Okay, but why are you calling me that?" I asked, looking for a response. "Because your cute!" He added on. I was on the chair, I got up and, yup! It's Lucifer's waterfall! Ugh! This again! (It's every month I swear! ;) ) I ran to the bathroom, I saw my box of tampons, and next to it I saw a box of Softcups, I bought them because they were for heavy flows, and I would change an ULTRA tampon every 20 minutes. So I took one out and read the instructions squeeze to make the plastic cup an eight.

Check

Push into the vaginal opening, and go down and back; never up.

Check

Make sure to push all the way back into vagina.

Check

That was it. I put it in. It hurt a little but, it worked! I wore a pnti liner, just in case. It said for up to 12 hours, I planned to change it after only 7. I washed my hands, and sat down on the floor. "Virgil, you know you can sit with us, right?" Roman asked. "Yeah, but I don't want to potentially bleed on the couch." I said, a little pissed off. "What do you mean? Are you hurt?" He asked. "Hurt? No. In pain? Yes." I say, referring to menstrual cramps. "Are you okay?" Patton asked. "I'm a little dizzy, but that's normal for the amount that leaves my body, and I'm gonna go eat some chocolate." I say, I get up, about to get some chocolate, for my cramps, then Roman grabs my hand. "What's going on? We're all confused." Roman said, but Logan was well aware, he did his transgender research, and he accidentally saw something on periods, he was the one who recommended Softcups to me. "Logan isn't confused! He knows what going on! I mean, really, it happens every month." I say as they all looked at Logan, wich gave me a chance to escape. I ran and grabbed some chocolate, and went back to the group. "V-virgil is stuck in a females body, so his body does female things. He is currently on his menstrual cycle, specifically menstruating, wich is now commonly referred to as being on his 'period', symptoms may include, abdominal cramps, headaches, dizziness, if his flow is heavy enough for that, TSS, if he were to utilize tampons, sensitivity, PMS, wuch basically means extreme mood swings, and things such as those." Logan said. It was alot but they caught on, then lost it. "What you mean by 'flow'?" Patton asked. I don't know why but I knew that was a deal breaker for me. "I'M BLEEDING FROM MY FUCKING VAGINA, THAT I FUCKING HATE!" I yelled, then ran off and slammed my door. I couldn't lock it because Patton took the lock off. I felt a bit of blood in my liner, so I ran out.

I got to the bathroom, and read the instructions to take this shit out. Relax, if you are stressed you will not get the cup out from your uterus, do to the suction of the cup.

I was really mad, but, I had to relax, I stood up and unlocked the bathroom door. "L-logan! I need your help!" I yelled. He came in and saw me. "Um-uh- V-virgil. What did you need my assistance with?" He asked. "W-well, can you just talk me trough this, it says I will never get it out if I'm stressed, and I'm very stressed right now." I ask. "Of course, Virgil." He took the step-stool and put it infront of my feet. "Put your legs up." He said. I put my legs up. He slid the step-stool under my feet. "Put your legs down." He said I did as he said. My pant were still up a little, so nothing was showing. "Virgil, it may be easier if you put your pants all the way down." Logan said. I slowly pulled my pants down, and the roll of socks fell down. "Here." He picked it up and put it on the sink. "Okay, now, do you have a glove?" He asked I showed him the hand that did have a glove. "Okay so, you want to put you finger in untill you can feel the plastic." He said. It was awkward to touch my......there, but I needed this thing out. "Okay now do you feel it?" He asked. "Uh-y-yeah." It was awkward to even respond. "Now hook your finger on the plastic, and pull." I did what he said, but it wouldn't come out, I pulled harder, still, nothing, I pulled as hard as I could, nothing, it started to hurt because it was suctioned to my......... insides. "I-its not coming out!" I say, as I start to panic, "Virgil, it will come out, it just may take a while. You need to calm down." He said. "How do I calm down if I can never get this thing out of me!?!" I started crying. "Virgil, take your hand out, and cslm down." I did as he said. Ten minutes later he asked me again. "Are you ready, now?" He asked I nodded, I did the same thing again, but this time it came out. I pulled the glove off, and put it in the bathroom trash, I'm the only one who changes it, because I'm the only one who uses it. I put another one in for the night, and wash my hands, and hug Logan. "Thank you so much!" I started to cry, I don't really know why. I just did. "It's okay, Virgil, it's really no big deal." He said. "I don't know why I'm crying." I say, regretful. "It's okay, it's probably just your hormones." He said. He kissed me on the lips and opened the door.

"What happened, Kiddo?"

Lol sorry it sucks.

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