Behind the Teenaged Mind

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The thoughts
The feelings
Trying to stop it all from rushing back
My heart it's racing
And I'm trying to hold it back
The memories
I try to pause
But no matter what I do
They seem to stay on loop
I gotta step back and take a breath
Trying to stop myself from a relapse
It seems like every time
I try to fly
I look down
And there you are
Then I fall
Right back in to your arms
Till one day
When you're not there
Cause you realized
We are not meant to be
What then
Am I just going to fall and hit the concrete
No I have to learn to fly
And soar above the sky
With no net there to save me
Cause I know you won't always be there baby
And that's okay
You have to live your life
And so do I
I think it's about time
Time to see the world
Time to explore
Time to take the sky
We have our whole lives
We are still young
There's no need to stress over love
One day it will be crystal clear
But for now let's take it day by day
Cause you never know
What the future will bring
So let's not be scared
To follow our hearts
And fall in love
But it doesn't have to be today
So let's just go on and live our lives
Just focus on today
Don't worry about the past
It's history
Just worry about today
Don't worry about the future
It will come soon enough
So take it slow and enjoy life
And you will see the brighter things in life