"I'm Sorry." (Katelyn x reader)

Chapter 20

(Y/n)
I sigh softly, looking at the computer before me. "Seems like you're bored." I look up to see Lucinda. I look at her before returning back to my work. "What are you doing here Lucinda," I ask? Lucinda walks in the room. I could hear her heels click on my black tile floor. But I didn't look up. I open up another file cabinet. Turning my back to the girl. "Awe come on, (Y/n). Don't be that way. We could have real fun before Katelyn has to show up." Oh fuck. Katelyn is supposed to be coming for lunch. Damn it. I don't have time for this shit right now. I didn't care to deal with this. I stand up and turn to Lucinda. My eyes widened as I see her clothes are off. I advert my eyes and clench my fist. "Lucinda put your clothes back on and get out of my office. I don't like you. How many times do I have to tell you," I question? Lucinda comes closer. I step back from her. But she just takes my hand. Sliding it over her body. I let my eyes glow as I wretch my hand back. "(Y/n) don't you miss it? We just fucked the other night. Don't you want the two of us to be one again," Lucinda lies? I look at her confused. "Go put your clothes back on. And get out of my office. I don't know what you're talking about," I state. Lucinda giggles, saying a quick spell. She sits down on my desk. All the papers that I had neatly in folders were tossed on the ground. Now not only will I have to clean my desk, but I'll also have to clean my goddamn papers up. My hands twitched. But then I heard a gasp. My head snapped up to see Katelyn. Her eyes widened. "Katelyn I swear to Irene..." Katelyn glares at me. "Explain the messy clothing and her in lingerie than (Y/n). I thought you were better than this." I look at my own clothing to see my suit messed up. I groan loudly. I so did not need this right now. "I swear I can explain. I have vi-." "You can pick up Emersyn today. Go back to your place." She turned around and stormed out. Not giving me another glance. Damn it! Why the hell is this happening right now? "Good. Now that she's gone, we can finally get to business." I turn to Lucinda furious. "Get the hell out of my office. Why don't you fucking listen?! I don't want to ever be with you, Lucinda. And now you went and fucked things up for me. How the hell do you live with yourself," I ask?! Fed up now. Lucinda looks at me shocked. She hops off her desk and puts on her clothes. "Fine. Irene knows you can do better than Katelyn. But if that's what you want." "Just get the hell out," I growled. she leaves. And I begin cleaning up my stuff. I bleach my desk a least ten times before putting the polish on it. My mind wanders back to Katelyn. Should I go to her? Should I let her cool down? Should I send her the clip of what happened? I mean that could help my case a little. But I don't think that will fix everything. I sigh and look through the security tapes. Sending that small clip to myself. I get back to work. I'll let Katelyn cool off. I'll drop Emersyn off at my mom's for tonight. And then I'll go to Katelyn. I will work all this shit out. 
Katelyn
Tears fill my eyes as I keep thinking of what just happened. I know (Y/n) didn't do anything. She wouldn't do something like that in her office. Not in her office. But still. What if she realizes that Lucinda is better? What if something clicked in her brain and now she doesn't want me anymore? What if I'm not good enough anymore? These insecurities hit me hard. I sit on the couch. Hiding my face in my hands. Trying to desperately not to cry right now. Trying to keep the tears. I'm brave. I don't need to cry. I'm strong. I don't need to cry. I'm strong. A knock sounded at my door. I stand up slowly. Already knowing who it was. Sure enough, it's who I expected. (Y/n) stood before me. Eyes flickering over my face. "Katelyn..." I shake my head. Not wanting to be bothered. "(Y/n) go spend time with Emersyn," I say. Trying to keep my voice steady. "I want to explain what happened today. Katelyn, don't tell me that you believe her. I would never do that to you. Not to you," (Y/n) says. I shake my head. "I don't care about that. Now leave me alone." (Y/n) steps closer. "Katelyn." Tears fill my eyes quickly. "You should go to Lucinda. She's so much better for you. You deserve someone that's going to love you right." The words broke me just leaving my lips. I didn't mean them at all. I wanted (Y/n). But I knew I didn't deserve her. "I don't want Lucinda." I shake my head. "I need to go." I go to close the door. But couldn't. Her hand was on the doorknob. Stopping me from closing it. I look up at the girl. To see tears in her eyes. Ones that she was trying so desperately to hide. Ones that she was trying so desperately to not let spill. "Please Blue. Just let me back in," she pleaded. I look at her. Parting my lips as tears pour down my own eyes. I guess I was weak also. The only difference is that she held hers in and I let mine pour. I let mine go. "Please Blue. I'm sorry." "Sorry for what? You deserve something so much better than me," I declare. (Y/n) looks at me. "You don't believe that, do you? There's no one else that I want here. I don't want to be with Lucinda or any other girl that crosses my path." I laugh through my tears. "(Y/n) please. I can't keep doing this. I can't keep pretending that I'm not keeping you back. That you don't deserve someone better than me. Look at me. I'm a hot mess. You need someone put together. You need someone who can stay steady. It doesn't have to be Lucinda. But it can't be me," I cried. Sobs escaping me. Slow tears crawled down her face. (Y/n) lets go of the door. Stepping in the doorway. So close to me that I can feel the body heat radiating off her body. "Blue," (Y/n) whispers. I close my eyes. "I don't want to keep hurting you. We had our run. It didn't work out. I can't keep holding you back," I sob. It hurt so much to say this. But I knew it was true. I knew I was doing what was right. So why does it hurts so badly? Why does it feel like my heart is breaking in two? If this is the right thing to do, why does it feel wrong? Why does it feel like I'm breaking? And then she kissed me.

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