12:05 AM
Connor: Sorry late reply.
Connor: Namatay phone ko.
Connor: Are you okay?
Connor: Rage told me you've been inside your room all throughout the day.
Seen, 12:07 AM
Yeah.
I've been,,,
Thinking.
A lot.
Connor: Arzilea, it's okay if you are not ready to talk.
Connor: I'm sorry for the way I blurted those words.
Connor: Take all the time you need.
Connor: Okay?
Yeah.
I mean, okay.
I want to hear it.
But not in person muna?
Kasi I don't think I can face you right now and at the same time, I want to know.
Why?
Connor, gusto kong maintindihan, eh.
Bakit ang sakit mo magmahal?
Connor: I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I made things hard for you.
Connor: I'm so sorry if loving me hurts so much.
Connor: Arzilea, hindi sapat ang mga salita para ipaliwanag ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa 'yo.
Connor: Pinilit kong burahin, pinilit kong itago, kasi hindi tama noon.
Connor: My feelings for you, no matter how precious to me, might seem disgusting to other people before. You are too young. You were just 18 then. I'm what? 24?
Connor: Ang hirap mong hindi mahalin. Araw-araw mong sinusubok ang pagtitimpi ko, alam mo ba 'yon? Pero pinipilit kong itulak ka palayo dahil alam kong iyon ang tama.
Connor: I want you to grow first. To look around you and see that there are so many options for you. I want you to see that I'm not the only one out there. That no matter how much it would hurt me, I want you to know that you have a choice in this.
Connor: Ayokong isipin mo, at ng ibang tao, na ikinulong kita sa akin. Ayokong nang dahil sa akin, mag-iba tingin ng tao sa 'yo.
Connor: Nag-usap kami ni Rage. He knows about my feelings and he fucking made it sure I will stick to my code. It was fucking hard but I know it would be worth it. You are worth it.
Connor: I was just waiting for the right time.
Connor: But the right moment did not come.
Connor: Rage told me about your parents' issue. Sinabi niya 'yong mga threats. Sinabi rin niyang mas mapapalagay ang loob niya kung aalis ka.
Connor: Arzilea, papaano ako magpapaalam sa taong ayaw kong mawala? Tangina ni Rage pero kasi may punto siya. Sinubukan kong mangatwiran pero hindi ko rin magawang maging matatag sa pangangatwiran kasi nakikita kong tama si Rage.
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Almost Mine (Ekis Babies #5)
RomantiekArzilea Madrigal had always been crushing over her brother's friend. But he never saw her more than the little sister of his best friend. But she was persistent because she knew he was the one. She held on. Connor Arke knew what he was feeling wasn'...
