My Odyssey

The song of my heart

You ask me to spread my wings,

To soar to greater heights,

But you do not see the chains.

You do not know the pains.

I am bound by so many things.

Some lines I drew myself

And some were drawn for me.

But one thing's for sure,

No matter what, I dare not cross them.

I wish to see it all,

To see for myself

If the world is as beautiful or horrid

As they say it is.

If only I could see

What is real with my own eyes.

If only the life I live

Was as limitless as the skies.

But not all my dreams

Are destined to come true.

Some I might see fulfilled

And some I might loose.

Maybe some day when I break free

Of the fear that holds me back

I will be able to find all that I seek

And achieve all that I lack.

I do not wish for it all, no!

I simply wish to know the truth,

To be what I was intended to be

And to find someone who truly loves me.

I wish for nothing more

Than what a normal girl would.

But I know I can do more

Than what a normal girl could.

If you let me be

Everything that I am

Then you will surely see

That I can make a change.

For my creator is not only my savior

But also my friend,

Who guides me through all

And will help me up

If I ever happen to fall.

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I couldn't sleep last night. I had just had a stupid spat with my parents, which I regret now, and had stormed out of the room. I had a lot of things locked inside and it kept we awake. So I got up, went to my room, picked up my blue note book and wrote it all down. So this is what I came up with.

Also I want to apologise to my mom and dad. I don't have the guts to tell them face to face, not right now at least. But I know my parents will read this and if they do,
Mom, dad, I'm really sorry.