Broken. (Paused)

Brother's Protector

a/n: WARNING ⚠️ sexual abuse!!!

Jungkook pov

"Seok...?" Sitting up, I touched the spot Seok's body used to be...it's cold he's been gone for a while.  I had a bad dream and hobi hyung isn't here to protect me from the monsters. Pouting I slowly climbed out the bed too scared to be alone, I went on a search for my brother.

*Hoseok P.O.V*

The feeling of someone caressing my hair woke me up. I lent into the touch remembering  when my mom used do that to calm me down. Wait...my eyes flew open and i slapped the hand away.  Hovering over me was my father and that sinister smirk. My heart was in my ass as I look over to make sure kook was still asleep. " don't worry baby boy I came here for you." His breath curled the hairs on the back of my neck. That sickening feeling returned to my stomach once more.

I didn't want this, but i know him and i don't want nothing to happen to the only thing that's keeping me alive. i got up and i walked out the room with him and went down stairs. i can feel him looming behind me and an unwelcome chill ran down my spine. i felt his hand on my shoulder and he lead me to his room and when i reached the front of his closed doors i questioned why i let him do this to me. but i had someone to protect.

Jungkook POV .

Leaving the bathroom I went on the search for Hobi hyung.  I notice a light coming from downstair, maybe he's there. I turned on the lights going down the stairs afraid something was going to grab me.  Making my way to the bottom i was the light was coming from dads room. Slowly i creeped my way to the cracked door.  I could see hyung putting on his shirt. Dad sitting next to him, he whispered something in hyung's ear and they both looked up straight at me.  I gasped and fell to the floor.

Hoseok POV

My heart drop all over again the memories of last time flooded my mind. We made our to the bed. He instructed me to take off my clothes and lay back and disappeared into his bathroom. I did as i was told afraid of what might happen if i don't corporate. He came back with a few items in his hands. He laid them down in front of me giving me a better view.  My breathe hitched when i saw what they were, handcuffs, a whip, a blind fold, and what looks to be a butt plug.  My panicking got worse, we didn't use anything last time. As if he could read my mind he looks at me with a smirk and says " I thought we could try something new " as if i had a say so in the matter.

***WARNING***

He got on the bed and pushed me back until my back hit the cold metal bars of the headboard. He straddled my hips with the blindfold in hand. "Relax" his breath around the shell of my ear. His lips made there was down my neck has his hands worked the blind fold around my eyes. He removed his body from mine, " lay on your back" he said as he got off me. Laying on my back i can hear him in the back ground moving around the room. The fur from the handcuffs startled me as they were placed around my wrist. He looped the handcuffs around the metal pole of his headboard keeping my arms and hands above my head.

" what a beautiful sight" he said not to far the bed, no doubt admiring his handy work. The weight of his body pressed against mine. His hand found its way to my neck, lips to the shell of my ear "your body puts your mothers to shame" at the mention of my mother my body grew hot with pain. His lips made its way down my chest, one hand my nipple while the other moved from my neck to my hip keeping me pressed against him. His tongue made a quick swipe across my nipple making me arch. " mmm so sensitive" he chuckled against my skin as he made his way down. He nipped at the flesh above my hip. A moan slipped from my lips, i hate that he knows just where to touch and i hate my body for reacting to his touches. Just as his hands reached to pull down my boxers the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs made us both freeze. "shit" he jumped away from me. Ripping off the blind fold and working on taking off the handcuffs he whispered for me to get dressed fast. I watched for a second as he grabbed the rest of the items off the bed and ran into the bathroom. By the time he got back i was putting on my shirt. " looks like we have an audience" he whispered. Both of our heads snapped up to meet the eyes of my baby brother. The force of our stare made him fall back.  "Goodnight baby boy"  was the last thing he said to me before i left the room to tend to my brother.

Leaving the room I felt like i could breath again.  Crouching down to meet kook's level "You okay?" I asked him. He looked down as too hide his eyes from me "yea I was looking for you", his voice small. "Let's go upstairs yeah" I said standing up taking his hand in mine. When we reached the room we climb back into bed. Kookie wrapped his body around hoseok's body afraid he'll disappear again.  "i love you hyung" with that he snuggled closer to Hoseok and drifted back to sleep.

"I love you too bun" I wrapped both arms around him. " I'm supposed to be protecting you, but seems like you protecting me as well" I whispered. I ran my fingers through his hair " I know you can't hear me or probably understand but...thank you for saving me again". I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

a/n: thank you so much for the support you guys have shown I really appreciate it ❤️❤️ . Sorry I've been gone but I hope you enjoy this chapter. I'm still editing but any feedback is much appreciated and would help me out a lot. Thank you. 🙃😇