Only Sway Girl

Thirty-Eight

Jessica's POV:

Josh wakes up a few hours later, "Hey" He groans. "Hi" I say laughing. "Are the boys back yet" He asks standing up. "I don't think so" I say searching for a movie on Netflix. Just then we hear the front door open and the laughter of the boys. Josh runs downstairs while I stay in my room. A few minutes later, there was a knock at my door. "Yeah" I say before the door opens revealing Jaden. "Oh hi" I say turning off the T.V, "Hey do you want to talk now" He says walking in further. "Yeah" I say, Jaden walks over to my bed and sits down.

Dont tell him shit
He doesnt care
No one does

"I'm sorry, its just coming home its just I dont know weird I guess" I say, "Can I ask you something" He says after a bit. "Go ahead". "Why'd you do it" He asks. I stare at him then look down at my hands. "I-I dont know, I guess my mind o-or my thoughts just got the best of me and then the hate comments didnt help at all" I say playing with my fingers. "Oh, um why didnt you talk to me though." He asks. "I didnt want to bother you" I say quietly. "Jess you will never bother me okay. You could wake me up at 4 in the morning and I wouldnt be bothered." He says looking straight into my eyes. I giggle slightly, wiping a few tears from my face. "Thank you" I say. Just then, I feel his lips on mine. I pull away, "what the fuck Jaden" I say. "I'm sorry" He says getting up. "Shit, i'm so sorry" He continues. "Jaden its okay but I still think you should go" I say. He nods and walks out.Do I tell Josh?

Don't
He'll never forgive you

I walk downstairs and see Josh and Bryce filming a Tik Tok and Jaden, Griffin, Kio and Anthony in the backyard. "Uh.. Josh can we talk" I ask him. "Yeah of course" He says, I take him to the staircase, "look please dont get mad but Jaden and I just kissed" I say quickly. He stands there for a second, "You cheated on me" He says. "No, he kissed me." He walks downstairs pissed. "Josh are you serious" I say following him. "What you want me to be so happy after you kissed my best friend?" He shouts. "Josh are you fucking serious dont act like you didnt fucking kiss Nessa your fucking Ex" I shout back. "She came onto me". He shouts. "Just like Jaden did" I say a bit louder. "Dont fucking lie to me. I know the type of person you are. Ive seen your old posts you act like a fucking whore Jess" He shouts a lot louder. "Wow" I mumble. By this time everyone was watching us. "Shit i'm sorry I didnt mean it" He says after. I ignore him and walk upstairs to my room, locking the door behind me.

Idiot

Just then I get a call from my brother,

"Hello" "Hey sis how are you" Nick says, I know that hes been crying. "I'm fine what about you. Why are you crying" I ask him. "Just the normal shit with Dad" He says. "Oh, um hey can I come over" I ask him. "At six? You know dad's sober by now" He says. "Uh ok how about the secret place" I say cringing a bit. "We havent been there since that night though" He says.

Flashback

Fuckers💙

Ashley😈
Sarah hasnt been responding to my texts

Kevin🤢
Why? She always responds to texts?

Jessica💔
Sarah tell us your okay at least

Alex💥
Dude stop playing and answer the damn phone

Jessica💔
Hello?

Kevin🤢
shes probably getting fucked

Ashley😈
Ew Kevin she aint like that

Nick✌
Shut up

Alex💥
You shut up bitch

Jessica💔
Anywhore meet up at the secret place?

Kevin🤢
I'm down

Ashley😈
Sure

Alex💥
K

Nick✌
Mhm

Me and Nick walk to our secret place. It was honestly just the back of an alley that had super cute lighting and it was just a cute place overall. We all hung out there everyday.

TRIGGER WARNING

"Dude why do you call it the secret place" Nick asks as we turn to the back of the alley. I stop.. And scream. Sarah laid there, a gun in her hand and blood coming out of her head. "Call 911" I scream holding her. "Why would you-" I can hear Ashley say. I hear her scream and everyone else scream as Well. She's been my best friend for 14 years and now shes here laying dead in my arms.

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Ok.. So um yeah this girl has a shit ton of trauma in her life... Uh this chapter was kinda weird ngl

Ok bye ❤

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