CNCO & PM Imagines (complete)

Secret Love- requested on Tumblr (CNCO- Zabdiel)

Dating Zabdiel came with a lot of amazing moments but there was also the struggle of having to keep your relationship a secret. He had told you from the start that his management didn't want any of them to have public relationships and you understood that. It was all about keeping up the image and facade of being young, single and attractive guys in the music industry.

When you first started your relationship it wasn't an issue for you because you had always been shy and the idea of thousands of fans knowing your every move freaked you out. As the years went, you started to hate the secrets more and more. You were never allowed to post anything with Zabdiel even if you couldn't see his face in the photo. The rules were strict and even now after dating for 5 years and having a child together, you were still unknown to the world.

The two of you loved keeping your daughter out of the media and away from prying eyes but having to hide how much you loved each other was a little harder. There were so many times where you wanted to share Zabdiel's achievements and be the loving girlfriend you were but it wasn't something you could do without causing problems.

"I wish things were different. I love you and everything we've created together but I'm so tired of having to pretend like I don't know you." you told Zabdiel as you watched your daughter play with some toys on the floor.

"I know it's hard but I don't want the two of you to get hate. I know management won't agree to making us public either."

"I know it's not your fault baby. I just wish we didn't have to hide away. I don't even remember the last time we got to go out on a date in public. We can't even take our daughter on trips or out for ice cream because of the rules."

"I want all of that. I want us to show off our love and our daughter. I'm tired of having to hide you two away."

"Can you please try calling a meeting with the boys and your management and see if we can do anything?"

Zabdiel nodded and pulled out his phone to contact everyone. Two hours later and you were finally sat down in front of his laptop on a video call with everyone.

"I wanted to get everyone together so that we can discuss my relationship with y/n. I think it's obvious that we're meant to be. She's stuck by my side for over five years and we even have a daughter that's two. We can't continue to live our lives as a secret. We're tired of hiding away and lying to everyone. I can't express my love for my girlfriend or my baby and I'm sure the boys agree that they're tired fo this as well."

"I'm on their side. I get to talk about Aaliyah openly but Zabdiel has to hide his entire life from everyone. The true fans that love us will continue to support us even if everyone is in relationships or has kids." Richard said.

"No one should have to hide their child from the world unless they wanted to and clearly Zabdiel and y/n don't want to do that." Joel agreed.

"We don't care about what happens to the band, we just want them to be able to live their lives without fear about following a thousand rules. I want to be able to post about my niece freely." Chris argued.

"We all side with Zabdiel and y/n." Erick nodded.

The boys kept giving comments of agreements without letting they management get a word in. It was amazing to see the boys come together for you and Zabdiel. You knew they loved you and your daughter but to hear them fight for you brought tears to your eyes. It would be so easy for them not to say anything and leave things the way they were but to know they wanted to defend you guys made you love them even more.

Finally management was able to cut in and settle the boys down. They explained that they can't completely change things right away but they're willing to lift most of the rules so that you were able to at least go out and post about each other and honestly that was all that you could ask for. Sadly you still had to keep your daughter a secret but for the time being, you didn't mind.

"I love you Zabdiel. Thank you for fighting for me...for us. I know our daughter will love knowing her dad and all her uncles fought so hard for us."

"I love you too." Zabdiel said before kissing you.

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A/N: This doesn't necessarily fit with the song completely but I just used the main idea of having to hide a relationship but obviously this love isn't "hopeless" haha