burgers with a side of panic attacks

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TW//: mild language,food,panic attack, bombs (let me know if I'm forgetting anything)

I count the telephone poles to try to distract myself from the nightmare. Note try. I sigh " what's wrong kiddo?" you know damn well what's wrong " Nothing Tony. just thinking." he purses his lips and I know it's to keep himself from asking about the nightmare. I pull out my phone and text steve.

Me: hey uncle Stevie.

Capsicle: hey kiddo

Me:wyd

Capsicle:?

Me: what you doing

Capsicle: oh. Nothing much. Nat and Clint came over.

Me: are they behaving

Capsicle: would you believe me if i said yes

Me: no.

Me:What'd they break

Capsicle:nothing...yet

Me: good luck

Capsicle:thank you i'm going to need it

Capsicle:So wyd

Me: look at that Capsicle's learning

Capsicle: ...


Me: I'm on my way to lunch with Tony and Rhodey

Capsicle: you left the house!?!

Me: yes cap i did

Me: u jelly

Capsicle:?

Me: are you jealous

Capsicle: NO!

Capsicle:mabey...

Capsicle: good lord

Me: what

Capsicle: i think they broke something

Me: who threw what and why.

Capsicle: i don't know yet the noise came from upstairs

Me: YOU LEFT THEM IN A ROOM BY THEMSELVES

Me: i thought you were the man with a plan.if this is your plan i'm very scared

Capsicle: not my best idea

Me: idiot

Capsicle: you coming over later?

Me: mabey.

We stop in front of a bar.

Me: alrighty gtg ( got to go). And tell the children to play nice

Capsicle: will do

I breathe in and out before opening the door. You can do this Lillian. As I open the door I'm greeted rhodey " hey zombie-girl what's up"

" the sky" wow I spent way to much time with peter I think he started rubbing off on me he chuckles " hey," tony wines " the dad jokes are my job" .i roll my eyes. We enter the bar together and set at one of the tables close to a tv. We order food and drinks. Why is bar food so frickn' good? like seriously!

We all talk and laugh and both Tony and I act like we're fine. And I start hearing the thing"I'm fine, I lied I'm dying inside" in my head and giggle at how true it is. I look over at the tv for the first time since we got here and see...

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