help me(jikook)

twenty-seven

The concert

Jungkooks pov

I sit down on the stool watching my hyungs dance and interact with army. I smile and sing my parts as well.

I look down as the concert continues. I turn the stool away from army and cover my face letting tears fall.... there so perfect without me....I always mess up chorography.....I'm such a clutz.......they're perfectly fine without me....

I gasp when someone wraps an arm around me. I look up to see jimin stood next to me with an arm around me. He spins me around and smiles and then takes my ear piece out and whispers in my ear "come on kooky you can do it...it's okay I'm here"

He puts my eat piece back in and then I sing my part and he then crouches down and Wipes my tears with his sweater paws. He then dances next to me making sure I don't turn around again.

I giggle a little when Jin walks over and starts dancing ridiculously in front of me almost hitting jimin with the army bomb he was holding. I laugh and then they both smile and rub to the others to carry on with the chorography.

Army cheer and sing along and tears continue to roll down my cheeks seeing them all cheering and laughing with the members. I'm not needed......

My eyes widen when jimin runs from one side of the stage to the other which I'm on and crouches down and wipes my tears again "don't cry..." He passes me a towel so I can wipe my tears. He then stands up and then for the rest of the concert he doesn't leave my side.

They all say goodbye to army and I wave to them and then we all make our way off stage while fireworks go off.
I sit down while all the others go to meet another band in the company.
I stay sat here and cover my face while more tears roll down my cheeks.

Some stylist noonas walk to me "jungkook?" I wipe my tears "s-sorry I'll go" jimin walks to me and hugs me "what's wrong?" I hug back and grip his shirt "my voice cracked and I couldn't dance...." He rubs my back "don't worry Kookie.......you did Amazing...."

I step back and he wipes my hears and then leaves his hand on my cheek so I nuzzle his hand and lean into his touch making him smile softly.
He then grabs my hand "come on....let's go meet the others" I nod and then we walk to where the other band were who were called Tomorrow X together

I shake their hands "hi guys" they all smile and bow to us "hi hyungs" we all get to know one another better since we are bighits family but I just can't stop thinking about weather this is a good idea or not.......
I make so many mistakes and even without me they're happy.......so what's the point of me being here......