Jimins pov
"H-h-h-hyungs????".
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We all turn around and I smile "j-jungkook...." He looks at me and tilts his head "w-what happened?" I walk to him "you don't remember?" He looks down at his arms and then sighs "oh....I remember....I'm too worthless and I can't even kill myself"
Jin goes to say something but I stop him and grab Jungkooks hand "don't think like that......you are not worthless and you should be happy you didn't succeed with your plan! You deserve a happy life jungkook! You're so lucky..."
He looks at me and nods "aha yes of course....I am the luckiest person alive....my life is full of happiness and surprises!" I sigh "jungkook-" he shakes his head "no jimin! You don't fucking understand! None of you do and none of you ever will!! I have to fake everything everyday!! Everything hurts jimin! Nothing is worth this much pain!"
Hoseok looks down and all of us had tears rolling down our cheeks "I didn't realize how much pain you were in" jungkook shrugs "I'm good at hiding things.....but I guess I've fucked up too many times and now you guys know how worthless and pa-"
I cut him off and kiss him deeply and the others gasp. His eyes widen and slowly I pull away and look at him "you're loved jungkook....and I hate hearing you speak like that.... please don't think that you're worthless....you're the most amazing person in my life and.....I love you so fucking much..... please let us help you"
He looks at me and then looks away "b-but-" I cut him off and kiss him again making him gasp. He grips my shirt and then slowly he hesitantly kisses back.
Slowly I pull away and gasp seeing tears rolling down his cheeks fast "y-you just feel bad" I shake my head "no I don't! I've loved you for ages but I was an idiot and I pushed the feelings away! Please don't think I just feel bad...."
He looks at the others and I look over as well and see them all with tear stained cheeks and smiling a little. Jungkook looks down.
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"I'm sorry......you deserve a better member than me....you shouldn't waste your kindness on me...."
Namjoon sighs "jungkook........we all love you and we are willing to do everything we can to help you.....we love you jungkook......please don't forget that"
Jungkook looks at me and sighs "you really love me????" I nod "I wouldn't have kissed you if I didn't" he giggles a little and then looks down "I uh......
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YOU ARE READING
help me(jikook)
FanfictionBTS is the biggest boy band in the world, they are known worldwide and have millions and millions of fans. on stage they interact with their fans and act like the happiest people on the planet....but behind closed doors they all suffer with own prob...
