𝘅𝘃. 𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗿

4.9K 101 7
                                    

╔════════════════╗
december 20, 2019
╚════════════════╝

I FELT IN CONTROL BUT AT THE SAME TIME i was slipping away

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I FELT IN CONTROL BUT AT THE SAME TIME i was slipping away. was i even okay still? god can only tell. it's been a few weeks. i got my own house. jaden helped me move in. he came over a lot, making sure i was eating and drinking. the guilt made me feel like i didn't deserve it.

that and, i was battling my thoughts. i felt like a fucking placeholder. something used until addison is ready to try again. he called every night. but i knew bryce didn't care. if he did, it wouldn't have been like this.

——

aurelia yes it was a manic episode but we're not gonna talk about it anymore because i looked dumb lol

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.


aurelia yes it was a manic episode but we're not gonna talk about it anymore because i looked dumb lol.
comments are disabled

——




today i was supposed to go out for vinnies birthday, and i havent seen him since i got with bryce, so why not? he was doing a lil lunch thing so here i was, looking for his dinner table.

"aurelia!" i hear, making me turn around. the people there were troy, jaden, anthony, and jordan huxhold. i put on a smile before walking over to him.

"didn't you guys fuck or something?" jaden chuckles, seeing vinnie and i taking selfies.

"that was one time, and we were both drunk." vinnie looks down, smiling. the bill came and i took out my wallet.

"let me pay." i say, giving my card to the waiter. i smiled at vinnie, before seeing his hand on mine. i put my mask on and glare at jaden jokingly, but he didn't notice. all of us had taken down a few shots, so we were a little wasted.

"guys!" hollywood fix yelled, as we exited the resteraunt.

"hi!" i smiled, shyly letting go of vinnies hand.

𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥 ━━ 𝖻𝗋𝗒𝖼𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗅𝗅Where stories live. Discover now