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december 20, 2019
╚════════════════╝I FELT IN CONTROL BUT AT THE SAME TIME i was slipping away. was i even okay still? god can only tell. it's been a few weeks. i got my own house. jaden helped me move in. he came over a lot, making sure i was eating and drinking. the guilt made me feel like i didn't deserve it.
that and, i was battling my thoughts. i felt like a fucking placeholder. something used until addison is ready to try again. he called every night. but i knew bryce didn't care. if he did, it wouldn't have been like this.
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aurelia yes it was a manic episode but we're not gonna talk about it anymore because i looked dumb lol.
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today i was supposed to go out for vinnies birthday, and i havent seen him since i got with bryce, so why not? he was doing a lil lunch thing so here i was, looking for his dinner table.
"aurelia!" i hear, making me turn around. the people there were troy, jaden, anthony, and jordan huxhold. i put on a smile before walking over to him.
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"didn't you guys fuck or something?" jaden chuckles, seeing vinnie and i taking selfies.
"that was one time, and we were both drunk." vinnie looks down, smiling. the bill came and i took out my wallet.
"let me pay." i say, giving my card to the waiter. i smiled at vinnie, before seeing his hand on mine. i put my mask on and glare at jaden jokingly, but he didn't notice. all of us had taken down a few shots, so we were a little wasted.
"guys!" hollywood fix yelled, as we exited the resteraunt.
"hi!" i smiled, shyly letting go of vinnies hand.
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Romance𝗜𝗡 which aurelia d'amelio lets her happiness be dependent on a reckless twenty-one-year-old boy that had commitment issues, causing her to be torn apart inside out. bryce hall | 𝗱𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗼𝗳𝗽𝗼𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻 bryce hall + aurelia d'amelio. 9. 1...