I make it to my apartment, slamming the door behind me. I lean against the door, sliding down it as my eyes bleed of warm, salty, and full of pain tears. I can't believe I did that, I just kicked the one person I've been in love with for years out of my life. I don't know what to do anymore.
"Amanda?"
I look up, I forgot about my friends. "Guys..."
They all sit down around me. "What happened?"
"I did it. I told her."
"And..."
I sigh. "She and I are...a-are..." Izzy hugs me, I cry into her shoulder.
"Amanda, I'm so sorry." I wipe my tears away, sitting back, trying to calm myself down.
"It's alright. It was her choice. " Everyone sits in silence for a bit. I look up from my lap. "Don't do this."
They all look up in confusion. "Do what?"
"Don't just sit here, you all have lives too."
"You are our friend, we're here for you."
I think for a second. "Let's go do something, I don't just want to sit here."
"Ok, where do you want to go?" I pull out my phone, looking up fun things to do during this time of day. I smiled as I turned off my phone. "Let's go to the beach!" Everyone's faces start to glow up. "Lets go."
