After Kate went back to England, I've been working on how I would approach Amanda, since, you know, I'm not in her life anymore. It's been so hard to do anything else but think about Amanda, which wouldn't be as bad of thing if she didn't hate me. Wait, does she hate me? She probably does.
Anyways, Today is the first convention I've been to in MONTHS. Gosh I missed these, I swear, I was so excited I drove WAY over the speed limit, but I didn't get pulled over so, great. I parked, grabbed all of my stuff, and headed inside. With my music playing into my headphones I walk to the restrooms, going to get ready. I almost didn't realize who I passed, but I really just brushed it off. I'll talk to her later.
Walking out of the bathroom I feel refreshed. It's been so long since I've been in a cosplay, But's I'm FREE! I truly love it, it's a feeling I missed, so much. I walk back to my booth, setting up. Just as I finished a bunch of cosplayers walked up to me, welcoming me back. I didn't know I meant this much to this community.
"Thank you all so much! I'm so happy to be back." The convention was about to start, everyone made their way back to their booths. I sat down at my booth, taking a deep breath. "Today is gonna be a good day." I whisper to myself, opening my eyes. "A good day." I stand up, watching people make their way towards me. I smiled, it is gonna be a good day.
Packing up all my stuff I sigh, this was a good day. The convention went amazing, truly amazing. I missed hugging my fans, taking pictures, and just having a good time. I almost forgot how that felt, after everything that had been happening, I had forgotten what truly made me happy. I'm not gonna let that happen again. Walking to the door I'm looking down at me phone, not paying attention. I make my way out the door then run into someone. I turn off my phone, looking up at who I ran into. "Oh my gosh I'm so sor-..."
"Liz?"
