Jennie POV
"Where I need to start?"I ask him
"Start from the start"He said. I don't know if he's joking or not
"Ok...We're really not in relationship" I said and look at him and he's still listening while eating a chicken "I thought it's nothing...but then every day had passed, This weird feeling became more. I'm keep telling to myself that It's nothing, but I really can't. I don't know what should I do so I make her friend of mine but I think that was a wrong Idea because It's become wild and I can't control my feelings anymore" I said fidgeting my fingers "She make me happy even she doesn't do anything, Just her smile. I know that was cheesy but that's what I really felt..." I said
"waoh gosh! Jennie kim is inlove!" Jisoo said happily "I knew it! Since you're excused yourself and headed at your P.A back then at the parking lot" He said "When you heard a boy name...You immediately look at her" Jisoo said
"...So, what should I do?"I ask him
"Oh gosh! start courting her. Don't let other boy with her, and of course...tell the truth to her, I mean confess to her" He said
"but I'm afraid, what if she rejected me too or use me too like others did to me or she already love someone" I said nervously
"That's easy...Don't let her. make her love you too Choose your happiness now, Men. And if she said yes. Be possessive boyfriend. But give her a time too, For her own. show to her that you really love her. That's what I did at my girlfriend now" He said proudly "Be Rj Kim...Not Jennie Kim..." He said and I nod "Make a move Rj, I feel that the boy with her earlier had a feelings towards her" He said and I nod
"Thanks"I said and he was about to tapped my shoulder when I move away "don't touch me"I said
"What?! I thought I can touch you now! You're being unfair! If lisa, she can touch you...Even she bite you then me just touch, you don't want?!" He said that made me laugh... "Since we're child...You'll never let me to touch you...even the squad!" He added
"really?" I ask and he nod eagerly that made me laugh again
"woah! Did you just laugh...I don't know that you know how to laugh" he said teasingly and laugh so hard I just glared at him and he laugh even more "So, If you're P.A is not here. The Jennie kim is not coming back?" He sarcastically said and stand up with a bucket chicken at his arm. "I need to go...I have important business with my girlfriend" He said and wiggle his eyebrows then leave "Did what I said ok?!" he shouted and leave me. I sigh and go back at my desk. I remove my coat and tie and open the three buttons of my long sleeve. I sitted down folding my two arm together and rest it at my desk and use it as my pillow and just closed my eyes
I wake up because of someone is putting a blankets at my back. I slowly open my eyes and I saw lisa's back walking away so I call her and she look back
"Hey, Did I wake you up?" She ask and I shake my head. I remove the blanket at my back and look at her again and stand up
"I want to talk to you...This is important" I said and she nod. I walk towards the couch and she follow me. I sitted and she sit across me
"Btw, What's that Important thing...Hmm don't fired me ok?" She ask cutely and fidgeting her finger that made me smile
stop being cute lisa...That made me fall in love to you harder...
"I'm really sorry...I didn't mean to bite you..."She said
"No, Lisa...It's not about that" I said and she look at me
sht...How I will said it to her....
"Who's most handsome between me and the boy who help you?"I ask
What the fvck was that Jennie?!
"Ahh Ten?" She ask and I nod "Hmm you...you're my handsome boss" She said with her sweetest smile
"What if I'm not your boss...so who's handsome between him and I" I ask her
"Hmm still you" She said with a smile. I felt that I blush so I fake that i'm coughing to hide my face "Are you ok?" She ask and I nod "Btw why did you ask?"She ask and I shake my head
"Next, Did you like him?"I ask and she chuckled
"Is this a interview?" She ask giggling and I didn't respond when she realized that I'm serious she stopped "No, How many times do I have to tell you that we just a friends"She said and I nod
"What if he ask you to courting you...you will allow him?"
"Hmmm maybe...yes"She said
"Me?" ask and she look at me confused "You will allow me too?"I ask
"Hmm of course...you're a good person too...but that's-"
"Then, I'll can start courting you now..."I cutted her off
"Ok...wait-What?!" She ask shocked
"You heard me" I said and she stand there still in shock. She shake her head and sitted down again
"Your just kidding me right?" She ask
"I'm serious lisa, First time I saw you, I felt the strange feeling Everytime you'd tie my necktie, My tummy turns upside down. every movement you've done to me, that made me felt the strange feeling. even if I saw you with other boys, I felt jealous, Remember at the plane when we're going to Busan, at meeting and the second meeting. I get your attention to all of that because I'm jealous...Lisa" I seriously said looking directly at her eyes while she's looking at my eyes too, but there's a the hint of shocked. She didn't talk and just look at me shocked and even move she didn't move. I start to felt nervous
No, I will not let that happened again...She can't reject me... I'm sick of rejection... cheating and using me....
"Answer me, lisa" I said and she shake her head and sigh
"I-I don't k-know w-what should I said" She said stuttering
"Ok, I'll start courting you tomorrow"I said...
"W-what? Y-you do-don't nee-"
"Oh...really? Then I'm your boyfriend already and your my girlfriend"I said cutting her off
"Wa-"
"don't worry lis...I like you...I mean...I love you, I never hurt you... I'll promise that to you"I said and walk towards her and hug her. I thought she will not hug me back but I was wrong, She hug me back that made my heartbeat, Beat so fast and my tummy turn upside down
"You're heartbeat, beats so fast, Rj"She said that made me smile more
"That's because of you...love"I said and kiss her head
I never hurt you, lisa... because I will love you more than I love for myself...you're only mine...
To be continue
[09/16/2020] 6:53 pm
