Third Person POV
Lisa and Rj are now sitting in the table with jisoo, cheang, Rj's parents, grandma and grandpa. The program are now starting and there's a lot of kim are in the event, They have a play for kids... Rj busy watching kids playing a games then lisa tug Rj coat. Rj look at her and ask why, Lisa excuse herself so she can get a food because she's already hungry.Rj offer at lisa to accompany her but lisa insisted. Lisa stand up and walk towards the food area, Rj watch the play again
"Hey, Jendeuk!"Jisoo called Rj so Rj look at him "I think I saw lisa walking with other man"Jisoo said. Jennie Immediately look at food area and He didn't saw lisa there so He stand up and excuse himself. Rj find where lisa but he can't see lise here in garden so he go inside at the mansion and ask the maid he saw if they see a girl, Small, wearing a black and green off shoulder dress and the maid saw her so she said where lisa is, outside of the mansion, Sitting at the bench. His jaw clenching together and hands turn into fist when he saw lisa and the boy talking happily. He marched towards where lisa and the boy is. He immediately approached them
"I thought you'll just get some food?"Rj ask with his cold voice. The two look at him. Lisa stand up immediately
"Hey! Jen!"The men with lisa said. Rj look at him and look back at lisa "Seems like nothing change huh" the man said
"Let's go"Rj said and grab lisa's hand and start to pulled lisa but lisa stopped and bow at the guy
"Nice to meet you, Sanggyu"Lisa said "and sorry for this"Lisa said apologetically. Jennie pulled lisa again and walk towards to the second floor and turn every doorknob finding an open and when he finally find he close it and look at lisa
"Really?! Infront of me?! Huh!?!"Rj said a little it high tone
"What are you talking about!?!"Lisa ask too
"ah!?! seriously!? Acting innocent!?!"Rj ask now rising his voice "Why don't you just said that Hey! I gonna go because I want to flirt to other boy so I'm not mad like this right now!" Rj said mockingly
"I'm not flirting! Ok!?! I'm just talking to him! why are you giving it a meaning?!"Lisa ask. They both now rising their yes was ln voices "Why all of things are always have meaning to you!?! Even it's just a small thing!..."Lisa said rising her voice. Lisa was startled when Rj suddenly punch the wall so hard, Rj felt the pain but he ignore it
"Why I don't you two fvcking talk inside of the garden!?! Why you need to go outside?!"Rj look at her flaming eyes "Tell me! If you saw me talking to other girls outside...just me and her...how do you feel?! You'll felt happy?! Huh?!? No! Right!?!"Rj said "Ohh wait! Now it's clear! You didn't accept my coat because of him... why, Him is more comfortable than mine?!? ha!?!"Rj shouted. Lisa flinch because of that, She started to cry "Don't cry... That's not effective at me anymore... do you think my madness at you will fade if I saw you cry?! huh!?!"Rj said
"Why are you thinking like that?!first I didn't get your coat because i still felt ok, so why I need to get it!?! Second... Insisted your offer to accompany me because I can handle myself and third! Not all the time I need you of you'll need me beside you, To be honest! I'm so tired of this!...I—i'm so sick of this. I—I felt like you're holding my neck to t —tight!...Let's e—end this...." Lisa said stuttering, sobbing and hard to breathe.Lisa take a deeply inhale and exhale just to calm herself. Lisa leave the room and Rj leave there alone. Rj didn't do anything.He just sitted down, Leaning his back at the wall and head down
I didn't mean it to turn it like that. I'm just afraid that she'll leave me. I'm just afraid of someone might stole here that's why I'm being like this. I hate it! I'm so fvcking hate it because all of things about her....I can't do anything...I'm useless...I'm weak RJ thought
Rj Immediately stand up when he remembered lisa's last word. He run down and head back at the garden and he didn't so lisa, He run outside but there's nothing...
Rj ask a maid, again and she didn't saw but in the second maid who he ask, She pointed of the one of comfort roo. So Rj run there and knock
"Hey!" Rj shouted "Lili, Can you please, open this door" Rj said but she didn't speak but sound of crying and sobbing and sniffing can hear inside of it...Don't leave this event so fast...I'll wait you at the table"Rj said. Rj called the guards...And personal guard of his parents and grandma and grandpa that if lisa will leave without him don't let her... then he came back at thier table
"Hey men, What happen? where's lisa?" Jisoo ask
"She's in Comfort room" Rj simply and coldly answer
"Hmm I think it turn out not so good" Jisoo said feeling guilt "Sorry men"He added
"That's ok"Jennie answer
Minutes had passed but lisa still didn't came back at thier table. Cheang finding where lisa is but Rj answer her same as jisoo. He just sigh heavily and head down feeling tears want to scape at his eyes. He look at his side when someone move lisa's chair. He didn't know what he should feel... but he felt happy,guilt and sadness
Even lisa is there, The both of them are not still talking. Lisa, Being talkative just to ease the pain she felt and forget what happen even a minute. Her decision to stay at the bathroom until her eyes back into normal is a good decision so cheang didn't notice it...A little.
To be continue
[09/27/2020] 4:28 pm
