Lisa POV
Rj and I are now in our room here in mansion, Laying in a bed. He's mom didn't let me go because Rj drunk alcohol. I think he's sleeping now, Because you know. he's a little bit drunk because he had take a shot of wine
I was startled when Rj hug me from behind and He put his forehead at my nape
"I'm so, sorry, I know it was my fault" He mumble "It just— I felt jealous when I saw you laughing with him,together. I know that I shouldn't do that. but, I know what's running at the boys mind because I'm a man too" He said again and tighten his hug at my waist "And...Sorry too, For rising my voice to you. I didn't mean it,I—it J—just. Like I said, Jealous eat me...I'm really really sorry, Love"He said stuttering "please don't leave me"He said with his cracking voice. I turn around and I saw him already crying. I wiped it using my thumb
"I'm so sorry too... you're right, We can talk inside..."I admitted "But, I swear...we're just a friends...nothing more...and I didn't know that his kim tho..."I said and was about to sitted up for better explanation but he stopped me
"I knew, love"He said and smile.
should I smile too?...you know...I said to him that I ended up this...This relationship between us...But I didn't mean it...I said that because I'm just...Just mad...and h—he rise his voice to me...That scare me... but I don't want him to see it...so I did that
"So...were o—ok now?"I ask "you're not mad at me...anymore?...y—you'll not ri—rise your voice at me anymore?"I ask and he nod
"I'm really sorry for that"He said
"Sorry too"I said sincerely "Hmmm Can...can I hug you?"I ask and he chuckled
"Of course... you can anytime you want...you didn't ask for it"He said. I hug him so tight and he did the same and he put his chin at my head and minutes had pass that we're quite...
"Hmmm Rj?"I call him and he hummed "Hmm a—about us...We're still...you know...Remember?...Before I w—walk out...I said that...let's end this re—relationship..."I said stuttering "And...I just wanna know if...you know...—"
"Why? Did I agree with that?"He ask "No, right?"He ask and I nod "So, you're still mine...and only mine..."He said and kiss my head "And please...don't said that again...ever..."He said and I nod
"Sorry"I mumble then I yawn
"I know you can't pass an hour without sleeping...so sleep now, baby"He said chuckling. I pinch his side and he chuckled more
"Btw, How's your hand? It's still hurt?"I ask "Are you stupid huh!?! why you need to hurt yourself?!"I added a little bit mad but she kiss my lips
"I'm ok,babe"He said "I'll choose to hurt myself rather than hurting you..."He said. I blush at that so I hug him and hide my face at his neck "Because I love you"He said
"I love you too"I said "Let's go, let's clean it"I said and he shake his head
"Tomorrow,babe"He said "Now, just sleep..."He said and he give me an assuring smile
"Scratch my arm, Mandu love"I said and he did and I closed my eyes
"Good night...and I love you, Mandu love"I said
"Good night and I love you too, babe" he said sweetly
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Jennie POV
Lisa is now sleeping peacefully. I'm still smoothly caressing her arm...I think that is her habit. I sigh in relief because lisa and I now are in good term.
This is the first argument...and it's quietly suck, I rise my voice to her...and I know, I scared her.... But I was back in thought when I remembered her saying she wanted to end up this relationship...It's fvcking scared me, But I didn't let it happen, Ever...she's only mine...
To be continue
[09/27/2020] 11:50 am
