i don't accept (catradora fanfiction)

3. the silence

Hey everyone tysm for reading it means a lot, I'm going to stop adding "sad warnings" because you read the description you know you gonna need tissues aha, I'm socially awkward imma go back to writing now :)
Flashbacks will be in italic
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Adora's POV:
I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling, I don't remember how I got here,

"No you can't!, she can't be gone, this isn't right"

I don't know how long I've been here, it feels like years since I last saw her, Catra, my Catra.
I know they were holding a funeral for her tomorrow, they wanted me to speak.

"Is this a joke to you all, Catra's GONE! AND SHE'S NOT COMING BACK, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON!"
"Adora we aren't trying to make you do something you don't want to do here."
"just leave me alone"

I can't speak to anyone, I hate how everyone keeps smothering me, everyday it's the same thing. How are you today Adora, Are you hungry, can I get you something, anything, I just lay in silence.

Bows POV:
I'm really worried about Adora, she's been locked in her room for three days, she won't talk to anyone, she won't eat, I can't even begin to understand the pain she must be feeling right now.

"BOW, OMG I CAME AS SOON AS I HEARD"
I turn around to see Glimmer running down the corridor, we weren't sure what outpost she was stationed at, so we couldn't get a message to her until yesterday.

"Where is she bow!!"
"She's in her room but she won't talk to you, she's not talking to anyone"
I look towards her door, as her best friend I have to offer some support, Catra was one of my closest friends, and I feel terrible about her, passing, but Adora, there has to be something that can help.

"I have to try" Glimmer said with a sad expression on her face.
"Ok"

Adora's POV:
I hear my door open, Catra? I raise my head to see Glimmer and Bow in the doorway, my heart sank as I remembered everything all over again, she's gone Adora, she's not going to come back.

Bow and Glimmer came over and sat in the end of my bed,
"How are you feeling?" He asked
I've had enough of this.

"How do you think I'm feeling, my fiancé DIED in my arms, I would really appreciate it if you would leave me alone" I yelled, hot tears rolled down my face, I turn to other side of my bed to face away from them.

I hear mutter something to each other then walk out.
Once they had gone, I turn back and sit up, I lift up my top and walk toward the mirror, I look at myself, their were cuts healing on my arms and stomach, I turn around to inspect my back.

I looked at the claw marks scaring my back, claiming me, i ran my hand asking each line, I am hers and she is mine, forever.

"Adora your back!" I walk up to the mirror and see bloody red scratch marks going down my back.

"I hurt you!" Catra looks away in shame.
I laugh, "don't be stupid"
I walk towards her and turn her head so our eyes meet.

"Now I will have a permanent reminder of you, whenever I look into the mirror I will remember how I will always be yours, forever"

She smiles and kisses me on the tip of my nose.
"I love you blondie"
"I love you too stupid"

I smiled at the memory and pulled my shirt back over my head.
I walked over to the dresser, her shirt was laying on the floor next to it, I picked it up and held it to my face, it still smelt of her.

I walked back over to be bed with the shirt in my hand and fell back down onto the sheets, I will find a way to be with you again, no matter what it takes.

Hey guys it's the author, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I just realised how much I said "I" in that last chapter sorry >_< also sorry i kept messing up the tenses when I was writing I read story's written by American and English authors so my phrases get muddled up
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