Seduced by Park Jimin •JM•

S E V E N T Y O N E

I'm Sorry
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Y/n POV

I slowly peeked my eyes open. Where am I? What happened? Why does my chest hurt? Memories came flooding back to me. I got shot but I'm alive. Jimin. I scanned the room to find him sitting right next to me. His hand on mine as he slept. He looked so sad. With tears lingering on his cheek. He must've been up this entire time.

I slightly shifted, and accidentally awoke him. "Y-y/n...." he stuttered. "Are you ok? How are you feeling?" He asked cupping my right cheek. "I'm ok," I smiled. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, love," he looked away as small tears escaped his eyes. "Hey hey don't cry....." I held out my arms for him to hug me. He laid his head on my lap. "Why are you sorry, I'm just fine," I replied. "But what if you weren't, I let you get shot," he said. "I didn't protect you," he said with small sniffles. "But I'm fine," I added.

He looked up and gazed at me with his tear stained cheeks. "But I promised I'd always protect you, and I failed," he sadly remarked. "Let me protect you for once," I said. "No don't ever do that again, ok?" He asked. "Ok..." I replied. "Did you sign the papers??" I asked with concern. "Of course not, you think I didn't have a plan, the police showed up and took both of them to jail." He replied nervously. Chanyeol went to jail, even though he was forced into the scheme. Jimin looked nervous. He was hiding something. Something he wasn't telling me. "What's wrong? You seem nervous," I pointed out.

He held my hand as he looked at me. "W-well......when you were in surgery......the doctors realized that you......" he looked down. "I what?" I inquired. "You had a miscarriage," he said. I lightly gasped as my eyes widened. I was stunned. I was pregnant? All this time? I was completely shocked. "You were a month long," he said. I placed my hand over my mouth in shock. "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry," he apologized. "It's not your fault, it's ok," I hugged him as a tear escaped my eyes.

I was pregnant. With our baby. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad. Even if I didn't know the baby was there. I hugged him as he cried. I knew he would blame himself. I knew he would feel guilty even if none of this was his fault. "It's ok.....shhh......" I comforted as I rubbed his silky soft hair. "Come here....." I pulled him onto the bed to lay with me. "Shhhh it's ok......it's not your fault....." I whispered.

"B-but the b-baby......." he sniffled. "It's ok," I comforted. Right now wasn't my time to be sad about the baby. Right now was the time to let the love of my life know that I don't blame him for anything.

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After a while he calmed down. But I knew he was still feeling guilty. "I'm sorry," he mumbled, as he laid next to me in the hospital bed. His head was on my good side of my chest. "Don't be sorry, stop apologizing," I said running my fingers through his blonde locks. "Aren't you upset about the baby?" He asked. I slowly nodded. "But it's ok, I have so many more days to have babies with you," I replied with a smile and hugged him tighter. "I love you," I whispered. "I love you......" he softly spoke. I kissed his forehead.