Mingyu one shot
Today is our 4th year anniversary for bieng together, time flies so fast like i just imagined that i said yes to him just yesterday, and now we celebrate an another year for bieng a couple
Having KIM MINGYU as your boyfriend? You would be the most luckiest girl alive!
He knows how to cook, repairs some broken things, he loves to clean, gentleman, respectful!
An ideal husband indeed!
A smile formed in my face as i finished to make my chocolate cake for him, i am not that good at baking but thanks to him, he'd been a good teacher
Time check its alreadt 3:24 pm
I need to change clothes and prepare for our date
Mingyu and i really dont like an outdoor dates, we love to go in a date in his apartment though he cooks good so no need to order some expensive dishes in fancy restaurants just to make a date romantic
Then i go to my room and change my clothes to a blue cocktail dress i also put some light make ups and puts my hair in a bun
*ring *ring *ring
Then i look at my ringing phone, maybe it's him
"hello?" i asked on the line [babe? Are you ready? Do you want me to pick you up?] He asked "no need babe i can manage hehe thanks" i replied [okay then looks like i can't force you though haha! I'll see you then i love you~] he said that mades my smile faded "i.... Love you.... Too" i replied then hangs up the call
Then i let out a heavy sigh, everytime he says that he loves me it mades me feel hurt
I know i shouldn't have some thoughts like this but i can't help to doubt him if he really loves me?
Do you really love me, kim Mingyu?
But we've been together in almost four wonderful years, he's a good boyfriend he treats me like a princess, he takes care on me..... But why did i feel that he didn't love me the way i did?
Bat parang pakiramdam ko napipilitan ka lang?
Hindi ko na namalayan na may tumulo na pala na luha sa aking mga mata, so immediately wipes it with my warm hand
I should stop thinking like this!
At lumabas nako sa kwarto ko at hinanap ang susi ng sasakyan ko, nilagay ko muna sa isang magandang box ang chocolate cake na ginawa ko then i get my sling bag then goes outside and hopped to my car
Then i started the engine
This day is our another memorable day, i should surprise him
Pupunta muna ako sa Park at bibili ng mga flowers tsaka nako pupunta sa unit nya
Then i parked my car at pumunta sa flower shop dito sa park
"ahmm itong daisy po" i said to the staff then she gets one and gives it to me "here ma'am" she said then i smiled at her "thanks" at nagbayad nako
Maaga pa naman, then i will just take a walk here in this park
Habang naglalakad, tiningnan ko ang mga daisy na hawak ko "i know he will love it, because its your favourite flower right sis?" sabi ko habang nakatingin sa mga bulaklak
Then my tears fell "i know he misses you, and i know it's still you"
Hindi naman siguro masama ang mag bulag bulagan diba?
Hindi narin ako nagtagal sa park at pumunta nako sa unit nya
Then i parked my car and goes out from it, at hinawakan ko na ang cake at ang mga bulaklak
Pagdating ko sa tapat ng pintuan nya dahan dahan ko itong binuksan, i want to surprise him thays why i didn't knock the door
Pagpasok ko sinilip ko muna kung andito ba sya sa living room pero wala i think nasa kusina sya
Kaya nilapag ko muna ang cake sa mesa, pero hawak hawak ko parin ang bulaklak
Then i tiptoed until i come to his kitchen then i see his back
That mades me smile
Ang bango ng niluluto nya hehe
I was about to hug him from his back but i heared him talk
"it's our 4th year anniversary lia, i feel sorry to her, alam kong masama tong ginagawa ko, pero ikaw rin din naman ang nag utos sakin na ligawan sya bago ka m-mamatay...." that words mades me stop and hits me hard
"i miss you so much lia, i wish you were here, sana ikaw nalang, sana ikaw nalang ang kasama ko.. Ayokong saktan si (y/n) i mades her hope for nothing, lia kahit anong gawin ko wala eh pero akala ko lang pala yun-" i cut his words
"i knew it" i said then my tears fell
Bakit ba kasi nagpakatanga ka (y/n)?
"(y/n)!?" he asked with widened eyes
Then i forced a smile
"it's still her right?" i asked pero ang sakit na ng puso ko
He was about to speak but i cut it "no mingyu, it's okay, alam ko naman eh, alam ko na simula sa umpisa, mahal mo parin sya you still love my dead twin sister" walang tigil ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko "ang tanga ko lang, but i loved you that's why i choose to act like a fool so that maybe you'll love me like i do" i said
"b-but it didn't work" my voice cracks
Then he come to me and holds my hand "no (y/n) i love you i really do" he said then holds my cheecks and wipes my tears
Lie again
Then i smiled sadly "yeah you love me, you love me dahil kamukha ko ang asawa mo, yeah you can say that you love me because we're twins, you can say that you love me because i am her duplicate.. You only love me because i have the face of your dead wife, mahal mo lang ako dahil sa kakambal ko" i said
"no please (y/n)-"
"pero sana naman mingyu makita mo rin ako, makita mo rin sana si (y/n) hindi si lia, oo kakambal ko sya, kamukha ko sya pero hindi ako yun, sana ako nalang din... Sana makita mo rin ako hindi bilang kamukha ng asawa mo o kakambal ng asasa mo, sana makita moko bilang ako" pagkatapos kong sambitin ang mga salitang yun ay parang gumuho ang boung mundo ko
Then i saw his tears "(y/n) nakita naman kita, at sya ang minahal ko, oo sa simula akala ko si lia parin, but you changed it-" i cut his words
"please mingyu wag na, don't lie i already accept the fact that you can't love me back, thanks for that 4 years but i need to let you go-"
Hindi ko na natapos ang mga sinasabi ko nang bigla nya kong hinalikan habang tumutulo ang aming mga luha
Ang sakit! Sobra na yata!
I pulled back then i caressed his cheeks and smiled sadly " i love you (y/n) i really do please believe me" he said "no you don't mingyu, you didn't mahal mo lang ako dahil sa mukha ko because it resembles my twin sister, pero ang totoo hindi you will never love me, you only love my sister not me" my tears fell pagkatapos kong sabihin yun ay dali dali nakong umalis
He tried to chase me but i stopped him "please don't mingyu, nasasaktan lang ako lalo, by the way happy anniversary" sabi ko at umalis
Then i left him dumbfounded while his tears was falling non stop
I love you mingyu i really do, pero hindi moko nakikita, so maybe this will be the time where i let my self free, even though i want to be with you...
End~
