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" ughhhhhh" I groaned for the tenth time this hour as I clutched my stomach and leaned against the window " you know you can just ditch school.. you look so sick Liz " Bella said worriedly as she clutched the steering wheel tightly " I have an important quiz and an assignment to deliver.. I'm not about to screw things up " I replied stubbornly Bella looked at me like I was crazy " Liz .. you literally in so much pain you can't even walk normally.. I'm sure you can get a pass .. you don't have to take the quiz today" " uhghgh no I'll be fine .. the Advil will kick in in a minute and I'll be fine" I assured my twin
I was wrong .. the Advil didn't do shit to me.. I never felt this type of pain in my life! and I was a ✨cutter✨ in my teen.! Jeez.. this is the flaw in my character? Cause I'll fucking take it! Everyone is used to my cheery and weird humor that today, everyone is asking if I'm okey? I couldn't be bothered cause I'm holding in a scream as I passed history quiz and gave my English assignment. Now I'm sitting on our usual table in the cafeteria looking more dead than the dead themselves .. I keep squeezing my eyes shut and the pain grows even more and I just wanna leave but I also don't want to ... because I need to see them okey! There I said it.. it's not only the quiz and the assignment.. it's them too.
I know that it'll be sunny next week and I'll miss them so better hold it in and see them again.
But I couldn't use humor or bow at them like usual as they pass me by. Jasper literally flinched and looked at me for a moment and I want to beg for that cloud of calm everyone is talking about.
" Liz you need to at least drink something " Bella urged and I just shook my head " I'm fine .. I'll be fine " I said through gritted teeth " is she okey?" Jessica asked looking toward me.. I didn't have the energy to reply " yeah it's uhh .. her cramps are really bad" Bella whispered to Jessica " oh The nurse has some great pain killers . You should go to her " Jessica for the first time ever tried to help " yeah I took way too many .. never works " I told her
A moment later .. I felt it.. the cloud of total peace and calm .. it reminded me of the day I first smoked weed and it was a really good one. I knew it was jasper but I couldn't just turn and thank him. But I focused on my feeling of gratefulness in hopes that he'll notice
" I'm feeling better " I told Bella as I straightened from my hunched down position as my twin sister looked at me confused . " that's relieving but you still need to skip gym class " she reminded me I nod " I'll do that after Biology " damn Virgos and their mom energy I mean I'm technically a Virgo too but I guess I'm the chill Virgo? In my other life.. I was a Capricorn lol I know a poor shitty one with the constant haunting voice that I should be a millionaire now. Lunch ended sooner than I intended it to cause now jasper won't help me "Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck" I cursed as soon as I was out of Jasper's radar It feels like someone is Anal stabbing me over and over again. " you know what ....that's it! " Bella stopped me from going in biology class " I'm not standing here watching you crawl your way to classes while I know very well how your period effects you .. it's either you're coming with me now or I'll call dad ! " that never happened in twilight .. Bella being the strict mom is scary " alright fine but you stay .. you don't have any excuse and I'll wait for you in the car " I suggested She looked down her face showing that she's thinking and then she looked at Edward in class .. she wanted to sit next to him and I know it Even if his an asshole to her in this part but we all have been crushing on assholes before . " just drive safe back home I'll catch a ride with Jessica or Angela " I raised my eyebrow " are you sure?" She nodded giving me the keys and getting inside the class .
I drove back home trying not to crash when the pain is unbearable but I made it safely . The first thing I did was taking off my bra and then making myself some herbal tea .. I cried a little for no reason and then cuddled up with a pillow #lonelylife . And went to sleep after taking another pill .
A/N another one .. not as good as my previous chapters but I tried ok. Love you please wash your hands .
