Aaliyah
Five days Later
"Ima put u back in therapy" my momma said as I fed Naomi with my functioning hand.
"I don't need therapy" I told her.
"Yes u do" Nadia said.
"No the hell I don't. Damn shut up about it!" I said.
"I got it" Toosii said as he grabbed Naomi bowl out my hand and I got up and sat on the couch.
"U need therapy and u hate to admit it" Meme said.
"You don't take ya damn medicine so u need therapy. Either take the medicine or take yo ass to therapy" Kaliyah said.
"You tried to kill your self the other day" Stephanie said.
"And you acting like I won't do it again" I said as I got smart and laughed.
"That's yo fucking problem, u crazy. U need help!" Bandz said.
"Therapy" Amp said.
"Ima shoot the next bitch that say I need fucking THERAPY" I said as I got up and stormed away upstairs.
"YOU CANT KEEP SMOKING IT AWAY" My momma yelled.
"Guhhh fuck off" I said as I slammed the door.
I don't need fucking therapy, I'm just fine. I had two Damn flashbacks from when I got shot and my nightmares now they pushing me to mfn going to therapy.
Shit I already got to go to physical therapy for my shoulder, they do too much I swear to god.
I smoke to control my PTSD. Ofc I don't smoke with my child around me like most hoes do.
I tried to kill myself the other day when I didn't have my weed, then bitches took my weed from me and I was bored. I tried to drown myself.
I moved back in with Toosii so he can help take care of Naomi while my momma at work. Everybody been over here since I been out, I wish they would go home damn.
I grabbed my blunt and walked into the bathroom and locked the door.
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"My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high
Trey shot that nigga out my car so now I gotta get low
I ain't no city boy 'cause I love my bitch
Nigga, but that don't mean that I don't love my hoes
Niggas tried to smack me up so now I'm raising hell
Don't try and dap me lil' nigga you are not my bro
Trey shot that nigga out my car so now I gotta get low
They know we bend blocks, welcome to the party"
I smoked my blunt and sat up on my headboard as Nadia,Meme, And Kaliyah got on live.
"Folks asking about you" Nadia said to me as she read a view comments.
"Oh" I said as I smoked and zoned out.
"Glock just said answer ya phone" Meme said.
"No" I said.
"Her ass on the moon at the moment" Kaliyah said to live.
I feel numb on the inside, ion know if it's cuz this damn blunt or my PTSD. I may need therapy, shit.
"Yes, she in this bitch bout to kill us with that damn blunt" Meme said to live.
I changed the song on my phone.
