I haven't left the house since the court shit I only leave the house for therapy, they gave Nau'Jour joint custody since I walked out. If I wouldn't have walked out, they would have given me my full custody since he did put his hands on me and we had proof.
My nigga I had a anxiety attack so I had no choice but to mfn walk out.
He gets her Sunday- Wednesday and I get her Thursday- Saturday.
Court ordered that I go to a anger management, but my damn therapist helps me. So fuck anger management!
My therapist helped me handle my ptsd breakouts, she told me to try to think positive during and breathe calmly. It stopped so like bitch I still don't believe it's PTSD, this that damn voodoo.
I can't wait to get back in my right mental state of mind, I'm tired of staying in the damn house.
We suppose to go to NC in a few days Cuz my father crazy ass side of the family got sum type of family reunion. Should already know we got a plan, then bitches prolly plottin some for when we come.
I woke up and pieces of my lashes was on my pillow.
Damn I need a fill in now.
I got out the bed and walked into my bathroom and freshened up. __________________________________
"I was in the shower nigga shut up" I told Kentrell as I took removed the rest of my individual lashes.
"I'm finna come get u, Finna go on a adventure" he said.
"Nigga fuck a adventure, yo ass made my lashes come off" I said and he did his demon laugh.
Nigga get on my nerves when he do that bullshit.
"Fuck'd dem lashes off huh?" He asked and I heard his homies laugh in the back.
I gasped and covered my mouth. "Why yeen tell me they could hear me" I asked and they laughed.
"I left my AirPods on ya dresser, my bad" he said.
"Whateva nigga. Nigga where u at?" I asked him as I flat ironed my hair.
"RV" he said.
"Fuck is u on a RV for?"
"Told yo ass I'm finna come take u on a adventure, pack sum clothes"
"Nope u Gotta tell me where we going" I siad.
Today is Tuesday so Nau'Jour got Naomi till I get her on Thursday.
So I'm free to do whateva I guess, I miss my baby so much.
"Just hush and ride, like u do any other time" he said and smirked and I flicked him off. "When?"
"Never"
"We gon see" he said as he licked his lips. "Lemme see yo outfit"
I walked into my room and stood in front of the mirror and I flipped my camera.
"Tell yo Instagram I said hey" he said.
"Now who said I was posting you"
"Me, do it"
"Or what?"
"You know what's gonna happen, wanna replay last night"
"Okay stop playing, I'll post u" u told him as I screenshotted us otp.
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"Boy get yo big head ass out my face" I said as I pushed P out my face and laughed.
"Shut up big lip"
"Nigga aint u suppose to be at school or sum? Yo young ass not suppose to be on this RV. How y'all let this 15 year old come?" I told him.
"I'm 17 u fucker" he said.
"Nigga u still young, now put that blunt down hoe" I said as I tried to grab it and he popped my hand.
"Hell no" he said and I laughed.
I grabbed Kentrell phone and played Jacquees.
I ran and jumped in front of Kentrell as he was on live with his other phone.
" (Who made this shit? TayTay made the beat)"
"I'm calling you daddy Yeah, that's what it better be" the song started and I hit the woah.
"AHHH HELL NAWL" all the niggas said and I laughed.
Kentrell choked on the smoke.
He grabbed his phone and changed it to his music.
"Stawp playing, I was finna fuck it up" I told him.
"Please don't" herm said and I flicked him off.
"I don't like you bitch" I said as I flicked Herm off.
"I don't like neither one of y'all" Joe said.
"Shut yo dick in the booty ass up" I told him.
He choked on smoke.
"Damn" everybody said and laughed.
"Told yo stupid ass bout fucking wit my Bestfriend hoe" Kentrell said.
It's like fucking 10 damn niggas on this bus and I'm the only girl, well not really cuz meme here but her and ben disappeared somewhere on this bus. Nadia didn't come cuz she stuck back home with Amp. __________________________________
I scrolled down my Instagram feed and Leaned over me.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"I'm sleepy as hell" I told him as I continued scrolling.
They been on live for the past 4 hours on and off, I'm tired as hell. Everybody else on live and having they own conversation.
He grabbed my chin and lifted my head up and we made eye contact.
"You love me" he said and I nodded. "No u don't, if u do say it"
"I love you bitch" I said and he chuckled and kissed me.
"I love you too bestfriend" he said.
He pulled his pants up and grabbed my hand.
I got up and he walked to the back room past the bunk beds.
It was one damn bunk and the damn curtains was closed. I think I know where meme and Ben are now.
My bitch got her some dick and they ass taking a nap, no wonder why they ass didn't pop back up.
He opened the door to the master bedroom on the RV, our stuff was already in here. Periodt Master shit.
He closed the door behind me and I climbed in the bed and he climbed on top of me and took his tank top off.
