Aaliyah
The ride back home was mad quiet. His ass dropped me off and went to his other interview.
He didn't text me or call me the rest of the night.
I got mad cuz I felt like well damn why would u tell the word some shit that I didn't even know and I'm ya bestfriend and I let u know everything. Now I feel like a outsider looking in, I shouldn't have to feel like that, y'all prolly wondering "how didn't u know when he said it in his song, Red Light". I didn't fucking listen to red light.
"Sweetie are u okay?" My momma asked as she knocked on my door.
"Yeah I'm good" I said loud enough for her to hear.
I laid in my bed bundled up watching the stars from my balcony.
"You hungry?" She asked.
"No" I said.
"Okay, I'm finna go to Stephanie house" my momma said and I guess she left.
I got out the bed and looked outside my balcony and see hella cars over Toosii house.
Shaking my damn head.
I walked to my bathroom and turned on the shower. I turned my speaker on and played some Kevin Gates.
"Public thought me a pessimists think my thoughts too pessimistic, reminiscing
Roastin' Garcia Vegas, just don't do swishers or rillas
Murder rap, we beat it 2am in two seaters
Yellow things bright embrace, I arch it back and lay
Face down, I'm a gangsta my heart colder than Chicago
This black Impala just sent bullets through my car door
These niggas I've been runnin' wit' pressure hit they crumblin'
Never had no love in this shit, pray to god, somebody please pray for me
Deep conversation was always elated and then celebrated the things of the past
Happy belated, while handing her Franklins,
Just thought I was stated, but stated too fast
Went to the pen, and was living upstate
But feel I got away cause I skated with cash
Made crooked lawyers and dirty attorneys,
Who take all your money and say that they working
Fucking with you, stuck in this loop
You jumping through hoops and we running through hurdles
Ain't met ya momma but I told her
I promise that when she around me nothing will hurt her
She do the talking I can't be too perfect lean drinking, no Bud Light
Itching for them chickens, them idiots must don't love life
Free to speak on anything at all
Before we met, not much belief in
Anything at all
And then we found love under neon lights
Fluorescent body paint, while under neon lights
Lemme get you to sound off loud in here
But say my name, loud and clear
Watch we wake up all the neighbors when we makin' love
I'm talking naked, making faces, really cuttin' up
In the bathroom, or the shower let this water fall
Like Soulja Slim I got enough dick for all of y'all
Now the luxury whips come equipped with neon lights
Body paint fluorescent under neon lights
Fuck what he don't like, we gon be alright
Cookin' soft and sellin' hard while under neon lights" I sung as I bathe'd myself.
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I walked into Nadia room.
"Come on we finna go out" I told her.
"Where?"
"Somewhere I don't know, I just need to get out the house" I told her as she got up and got dressed.
I walked to Kaliyah room and walked in.
