Grief

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It's funny
How life has its ways
You were just here yesterday
Keeping what's left of me sane
And now
I simply can't entertain the idea
That you're just... gone
Every perfect inch of you
Turned to ashes
Dust in the wind
Reduced to nothing
I hope nothing is beautiful

Where are you
If there's no sign of life in you anymore
Is there any sign of you somewhere else
Are you even somewhere right now
Skipping through wildflowers in divine places
Making someone else happy
... Are you happy?

I hate it
How I'm giving power to these intrusive thoughts
Knowing I'll never get my answers through being overwhelmed
But it doesn't sit right with me
Imagining death terminal
Imagining you... realmless
I don't get it
I know i never will
I'll cry my eyes out and run out of tears before i do
But whatever death is
I hope it deserves you

And yes, i will believe
I have to
I'm merely human
And my mind can't handle the fact
That a person so genuine like you
Of caliber so strong to move me
Can mean so little to this world
So for now
I will choose to believe
That the end
Was only the beginning for you

(RIP
I will never forget you)

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